A penny for your THOUGHTS?

Daily Thoughts #2

Anger. Is anybody else angry at the world? Feel like it owes you something for making your life so terrible or maybe you blame God and tell him to do you a favour. But all I blame is myself. They say it's selfish for people to commit suicide and to hurt other people by doing so. I say it's freedom, I say it's people's way of finally being able to breathe again without actually being alive. Sure it's not the only way to escape our problems but you have to admit it is the easiest. But people seem to think the only choice people like me should have is to get help. It's not actually that simple though, it's hard to ask for help. Not only because maybe we're in a situation where our lives would be ended if we asked for help. But maybe because we don't have anyone to trust to ask for help. In our world everything seems corrupted, leads us to believe we're on our own and nobody is going to save us. To outsiders they say that's not true or it's our fault for not doing something. Well maybe it's your fault for not noticing we needed help. You can't blame the world, or God, or yourself, or anyone for that matter. Truthfully there is no one to blame, you could blame the person hurting you, or the people who make you want to stop breathing but maybe it's not there fault. Maybe they're suffering more than you are and just looking for a way out. Maybe hurting you is their way out. Don't get me wrong I'm not saying they're right for doing that but I am saying that everyone needs an out. Sometimes I just sit and wonder though about why things happen the way they do. Did we sign ourselves up for failure or is it just bad luck? Do we go through all this hardship so destiny can give us the life we've always wanted at a later date? Are we fated to be doomed for the rest of our lives? No one ever considers these things we only consider an out, a way to stop the pain. In that moment we can't think of a better future we can only think about escaping our present.