I spit on the pavement as I continued to wait in the dark.
It's nearly time anyway.
I narrowed my eyes as I see her coming out of the studio. She was met by a tall guy.
She gave him a big smile as he leaned over to give her a light peck on the lips.
"Fvck..." I growled.
I started to walk at the same time they did. Never taking my eyes off them from across the street.
She was wrapped in his arms. I watch her as she leaned to his chest and laughed.
Unconciously my hand found my chest. Gripping it too tight.
*What am I doing?! I'm killing myself...*
But I didn't stopped. I continued to follow them from a far. Looking. Watching. Hurting.
She was the best thing in my life.
But I was so stupid to let her go.
I closed my eyes.
I stopped walking for a second.
I took a deep breath and continued. Memories started to come again.
"Baby come on..." I kept my eyes closed. I felt her shake my arm.
"Wake up Yoongi!"
I didn't budge. Seriously. I don't know how I'm not laughing out loud.
"Come on! You'll be late!!" She gave me another shake.
I shifted and laid on my back but keeping my eyes closed.
I felt our bed move a bit. I'm dying to know what she's up to but I kept my eyes shot.
Then I felt her sit on my stomach.
I felt her move a bit. God.. this is gonna be hard.
I felt her breath on my face.
I felt her soft kisses.
She shifted ever so lightly.. toward my lower region!
"Baby.. I know you're awake..." she whispered in my ear.
She grind ever so slowly!
Dammit!
This is pure torture!
I suddenly sat up and grabbed her. We changed position. I was in between her legs. She was looking up to me. Smirking.
"You don't play fair.." I whispered as I tral kisses on her neck.
"And you big boy have to work.." she nipped my ear!
I was breathing a bit too fast as those memories keep on playing in my head.
I looked across the street. They're about to cross! I quickly hide i one of the stands outside. I pulled my mask back to my face and lowered my cap.
I looked over my shoulder just in time to see them few meters from me. Same pavement I was on.
She grabbed his tie and pulled him down to her and gave him a quick kiss.
I looked foreward and closed my eyes.
"You're drunk again." She hissed at my face.
"Baby we had a few drinks... that's all." I chuckled.
"A few?! You can't even walk straight! Dammit Min Yoongi! You always do this?!' We were supposed to have dinner with my parents!" She exclaimed.
"Don't yell at me!" I pointed at her face.
"You are such a jerk! We had this planned for weeks! You know they're visiting! They flew here to be with us on our anniversary!?! How can you go out and get yourself ass drunk?!"
"Shut up!" I yelled and pushed her to the bed. I moved towards her, my hand in the air. Ready to strike!
"Go! Hit me! See if I care anymore! You're nothing but a drunkard sadist!"
Then my hand felt her skin.
I kept still as I watched them passed me by.
I was a jerk. I was nothing but a jerk who hit his girlfriend.
I don't deserve her. She was too good for me.
But still.
I can't stopped.
I slowly followed them. Making sure there is a distance between us.
She was all I got. And I threw what we have a way.
And now. There's no going back. No way of making up for all the wrong doings I did.
She made sure she was out of my life.
"I'm sick and tired of all of your excuses! You are such a selfish bastard!" She screamed at my face!
"I told you it was nothing! She was nobody!!" I yelled back!
"So it was nothing seeing you shoved your tongue down her throat?! It was nothing seeing you feel her up?!" She screeched!
"She means nothing!" It was all I can say. I know I was wrong. I gave in to temptation.
"I don't care anymore Yoongi. You and your whore enjoy your trip to hell." She calmly said as she closed her bag and left.
Slamming the door behind her. I didn't made any move to follow her. I thought she'll be back.
But she didn't.
I saw them stopped outside a restaurant. I looked up to the sign.
I sighed.
This was her favorite restaurant.
We had every memory made here.
First kiss.
First anniversary.
Proposal.
I took a deep breath and continued to walk. I slowly walked until I reached them. But I didn't stopped
I keep on walking. But slower when I reached her.
I took a deep breath. Inhaling her perfume.
God I miss her...
I continued to walk away from them. I looked back for the last time.
I saw her staring at me.
I stopped and faced her.
She continued to stare at me. She tilted her head a bit.
I saw him put his arm around her waist and whispered something to her. She looked at him and shook her head.
They walk towards the door.
Before she entered.
She looked at me one last time.
She smiled sadly at me.
