I slammed the door close and went to our room only to find her packing.
"What the hell are you doing?"
"What do you think?!"
I grabbed her clothes and threw them across the room.
"You're leaving?!"
"You noticed Einstein?"
"Why?!" I exclaimed.
"I cant stand you. Thats why! I hate you sp much that my skin crawls everytime you touch me! You make my inside boil when we're in the same room! I cant stand it anymore!" She screeched.
I walked to her and hug her from behind.
"Baby..." I whispered through her neck.
"Let me go.." she hissed.
I held on tighter. She grabbed my arms and tried to pull it off her but I didnt have any of it! I wont let her go!
"Let me go dammit! I cant stand being with you! I hate you! I hate you so fucking much!?" She screamed as she hit my arms over and over. But I held on tighter. I felt her knee gave up as she slowly sits on the floor taking me with her. Her body racked with sobs.
"I hate you so much...." she whispered.
"Im sorry.. baby Im so sorry..." I sobbed.
She squirmed away from me and faced me.
*Slap!*
"You're sorry?! You're sorry?! Your sorry wont bring my baby back!?! It wont bring my baby back! I hate you!" She screamed as she hit me over and over.
I closed my eyes as I let her hit me. Because I know she was right...
"You're drunk again Hoseok..." she said as she opened the door for me.
I grinned at her and lightly pat her head.
"I just a little drink baby..." I smiled at her.
"Why are you doing this? Why cant you grow up! You're gonna be a father for christ sake!"
"I dont want that baby! I never said I wanted a baby! Did you hear me say it?! Did you?! Dammit!" I slammed my fist on the table.
"How can you say that.. this is our BABY!"
"Why did you stopped taking the pills huh?! Is this your way to tie me down huh?! Stupid! How stupid can you get by getting yourswlf pregnant!" I pushed her aside and went up the stairs.
I heard her follow me.
I faced her.
"You know Im not ready yet to be a father! You selfish bitch!" I yelled at her face.
"How can you say that?! This is our child! Our baby! I thought you love me!"
"Get rid of it."
She gasped.
"What did you say?"
"I said get rid of it dammit!" I yelled!
"No! If you cant be man enough to take responsibility for this baby I dont care! Im gonna keep my baby!"
I grabbed her arm.
"You're gonna get rid of it or leave this house. Do yoi understand?" I hissed at her face.
"You asshole! You pathetic excuse for a man! How can I fall inlove with a gutless guy like you! You're the most selfish arrogant man I've ever known!"
"Stop it!" I yelled as I pushed her.
I pushed her....
"Baby... please don't.." I whispered to her as she opened the door.
"I stopped loving you since that day."
She whispered.
She took her bag and walked out of the door.
She walked out of my life.
