Infatuated

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What is this excitement at your name, this digging hand I possess when thoughts of you are presented? Too old for me? Perhaps. But what is age in love? Another bachelor and bobby soxer? Will we be? Would we be, I mean.

What is the impression I have with every move you make, every word you utter? How can I keep up with this passion that is not love but cannot be mistaken for anything but? Everything I had wanted is in you. But too many years too old. Still I want it, though. Still I seek it, even as I avoid it.

So what is this thing I have for you, this exasperation in my heart? Every interest we share and yet...you are forbidden me, and I you. Call it infatuation. No return have you made me and for the first time since my heart turned stone it thrives again and despite the warnings of all within me I find myself unbridled in your eyes.

-For Lewis

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