I wonder if you remember that night
You swore that this time it was the end
Thunder and I were suddenly no longer buzzed but we were panicked
The attention you constantly sought was finally yours
We sobbed and grabbed our winter gear, fearing that we were too late
One second will always hold significance
And I can remember Thunder's mom looking at mine with the same disbelief.
Their daughters were doormats to a psychotic girl going through a faux existential crisis
With our boots on and without a word, we swung the door open.
The world is vast and silent
A snowstorm is only a reminder that Mother Nature does not care about your life or the struggle to save it.
And the wind went through one ear and out the other
The snow seeped in our boots, on our toes as we ran
The yellow flashing light of the snow plow some how perfectly representing the urgency we felt
We ran out of fear
That you were gone
But you had done nothing
Hawaii, you only needed someone to fool, someone to always have wrapped around your finger.
Do you remember fucking us over?