The pain won't die, it keeps getting worse. I thought I'd be enough for once but I'm not. People keep threatening me while all I want is some peace, some respect, some love. Those things can't be bought with money so I guess it'll never be mine. I've never been good enough and hope that one day I will be good enough. I'm hurt, broken, shattered but know I'll get over it and I'll be okay again. Till then I'll just dive into my books and strengthen my friendships. Today I've cried so much and I'm so scared, I hope archery will help me to get calm again.
But enough of my little rant...
Have a nice day and remember you are strong, beautiful and you have to think of yourself first.
