Silence • Yoonkook Sugakookie

Chapter 9

Jungkook
I feel empty inside, I can't feel myself breathing but I know I am.
"Why is it always me?" I thought. I always get pain thrown at me.
I am in a dark room with air that burns my throat and smells toxic. I hear screaming and yelling.
I can't move. I can't do anything about it.
I see a figure coming at me with a knife.
I realized it was Jisoo.
"I will kill you Jungkook!" She screamed as she sprinted at me. I tried to run away but I couldn't. I felt like I was in hell.
I feel electricity going through my body and she sliced me in the back and I wake up again.
I feel my torso fly up into the air and I hear my heavy breathing echoing in the room.
"W-what?" I said in a confused tone because I didn't realize where I was. "Where am i?" I asked and yoongi came up to me crying and hugging me tightly.
"J-jungkookie I was so scared." Yoongi sobbed and I don't know what happened until I focused on my surroundings.
Patched up thigh
Blood on the sheets
Ice pack on the side table
Pills and Pills
So many pills.
"W-why J-jungkook?" Yoongi asked and I don't even know why. All the nurses left so I can talk to him comfortably.
"I don't know." I said looking down, with no spark of happiness in my eyes. "I am tired of getting hurt by heartless people." I whispered.
"Jungkook y-you can talk to m-me~." Yoongi broke down at the end. I felt bad for hurting him.
"I'm sorry for hurting you yoongi." I hugging him tightly back, now crying with him.
"You didn't hurt me baby. I'm worried for you." Yoongi said and I didn't understand. Why was he worried? I'm all patched up.
"Why are you worried yoongi?" I asked and he looked down, about to cry again.
"You have major ptsd and depression. Since I trust any of the therapists here they told me to force you to talk to me on how your day was every day before we sleep." Yoongi and I felt relived I wasn't going to a therapist.
Yoongi was my therapist and he is so much better than one who has been trained. Yoongis hugs and kisses will cure me in an instant.
"Okay" I said smiling. "Wow, you're handling this well." Yoongi said surprised. I'm handling it well because Min fucking Yoongi is my boyfriend, therapist, my whole world. (a/n  name a better life than that I'll wait lol)
"I'm just happy you're gonna be helping me and not just a random stranger." I said and yoongi smiled. I missed that smile so much.
"I'm happy to help you also because I love you!" Yoongi exclaimed and I peppered his face with kisses.
"I love you too!" I giggled.
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Sorry for the shorter chapter. I'm trying to update more and have shorter chapters with around 300-400 words because school is starting
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