Silence • Yoonkook Sugakookie

Chapter 19

Jungkook
All the sound faded away, and my last bit a feeling shivered away, escaping from my body and one last twitch.
I felt cold for 5 minutes, then I heard something.
An ambulance, and people screaming.
The feeling in my body came back, I felt something.
It felt like a wave of electricity also,
I felt someone's hand in mine, holding it tightly.
I got enough power to speak.
"W-what?"
I heard someone gasp. "Jungkook!" I heard the deep voice of yoongi.
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Yoongi
I was sitting with him in the ambulance, I'm so sad and disappointed in myself I can't even cry.
What can I do? Ask for forgiveness when I almost got 2 people killed?
I'm not even worried about what will happen to me, I deserve it anyway.
Honestly, I want to end it all.
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I am currently sitting in the waiting room. They said I could be here for days but I don't care. I'll go home for 1 hour, and come here for 23 if it means it gives him hope.
I'm waiting, writing lyrics, it calms me down but it's not working.
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Here to tell you the truth, tell you I'm nervous
Tell you my story, Tell you I'm sorry.
Tell you my flaws and my faults and my doubts
Give you my heart and what's left of it now
Tell you my hurt, tell you my pain
Tell you the thoughts I keep trapped in my brain.
I hope, I wish alone and sick, you sit, but this is where I end it
It's crazy to me how the truth is often most offensive
Battle tested, learned my lesson to forgive, but not forget
I spilled my heart, opened my chest
Irrelevant, you are to me, but part to me, honestly
Thought I should address, life often makes this mess
I've come to give you more while everybody gives you less
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"Mr. Min, you can see Jungkook." The doctor said and I immediately jumped up.
We walked to his room, I'm scared to see what condition he was in.
"We will give you privacy." The doctor and I bowed and said thank you.
"Jungkook?" I whispered and he was sleeping, his wounds were patched but he looks pale.
I walked up to him, knowing that I caused him and Taehyung to be in danger.
Jungkook started screaming, his heart rate went up.
"Go away! Yoongi wouldn't do that!" Jungkook screaming and I pressed the emergency button on the wall.
"N-no. I love him, I don't care if he d-"
It went silent. I ran up to him, feeling his chest,
It wasn't moving.
"SOMEBODY HELP!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.
The nurses barged in, checked Jungkook, and told me something I didn't want to hear.
"He's gone."
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Miracles happen, remember that my fellow readers.
Also, I found out I'm going to the BTS concert in New York this weekend! Anyone going also?