5

42 11 2
                                    

I need to kill this boy , he driving me INSANE!! *gripping hair and smiling like an idiot* . I cant get enough of him, it's like every decision I make I think if he'll like what I've done . I CAN'T EVEN GET DIFFERENT VICTIMS !!..or I'd feel guilty if I did. Ugh...guilt ..haven't really experienced it..make people weak..I CAN'T  BE WEAK....I'm not weak..I can't be ..*sliding down the door of the bathroom*clutching his hair*I won't be weak... *cries* .. I miss you!! WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME !! WHY!!WHY!!WHY!! I TOOK CARE OF YOU AND YOU REPAY ME BY LEAVING ME!! now I stay here on the ground of my bathroom floor crying my eyes out because of you!I'm crying because  I miss you, I'm crying because I feel guilt,  I'm crying because there's a chance this boy might replace you..
I haven't felt like this in a long...long...time.
Ever since ... I met you...

A Psycho's PerspectiveWhere stories live. Discover now