Unstable...that's what I am...what I always am...but I'm not right now. Not with him. Conner my little ...little conner. I need to get rid of him , I really do but something keeps holding me back. Yesterday I promised myself I'd get rid of him , make him disappear, poof! Gone ..but No! I have these feelings that I really want them to diminish. Right now seeing him in this dirty basement...chained from his ankles, wrist and neck , I feel worried, concerned and regretful. I look at my little pe- conner standing in the middle of the room with no lights except the one from the stairs illuminating me and conners pretty little face. I can't get rid of him..I just can't will myself to go up to him and see his pleading eyes look into mine and watch the light in his eyes disappear. The more I stand here the more I realize i'm becoming my "normal" self . The person that I was before when I had him, my life, my friend and love of my life as I used to say. I haven't felt this feeling since I was with him and now I have it with conner...my conner.
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A Psycho's Perspective
Mystery / ThrillerSecond book to the Prospective series You do not need to read the first book to understand this book. hope you enjoy
