You Dont Wanna Know {Complete}

Chapter 11

Once he hugs me I cry into his chest for a while not wanting to face reality just yet.

Once I calm down I pull away and yoongi sits on a chair near the bed. He looks concerned but I don't blame him.

Just then it hit me

"Is the baby okay?" I ask with desperation in my voice, holding onto the small hope I had that the baby might still be alive

"The baby's gone, I'm so sorry Y/n" He looked like he was about to cry. But then again I probably looked the same way

I wipe a few more tears away before I speak "you know, I should be used to this by now" Yoongi looked a little angry "it's not you're fault"

"It's just this isn't my first time having a miscarriage" I said "you've been pregnant before?"

"Yeah, the orphanage I was sent to, they got the girls pregnant against their will.. Then sold the baby's" I said, my cry slowly turning into a sob "how long have I been out?" I asked "a month" I looked at him shocked

"That whole time I was out my life flashed by slowly, making me wish I would die already"

"What happened to you that made you this upset.. Y/n... Who broke you?"

"My foster dad.. Was he caught?"

Yoongi shakes his head "he said you assaulted him and he was deadened himself, the police went through you're background and figured thats what probably happened" I looked at him with wide eyes "no, that can't be true"

"They said once you're out of the hospital, you may end up in jail for the terrible injuries you're dad had once the cops came"

But I didn't hurt him, nothing fazed him back then

"He's the one who should be behind those bars for what he has continuously done to me"

"Right now we need to get you out if this ordeal"

"No he needs to be behind bars. Now"

"We can't prove anything Y/n, when he beat you, you don't have anything to prove it, the odds are against us right now"

"Yoongi, he can't be free. do you know how many nights I hid from him, but he would always find me.. "

"Calm down Y/n, let's not get worked up over this"

"Yoongi, he raped me.. Every night in my bedroom, he'd rape me, he even raped me in school a few times, then there's the stores, in those fucking restrooms. I'm afraid to walk into public restrooms now afraid he's on the other side ready to give me a lesson on 'how to be a real woman' it's torture to live like that Yoongi you don't understand" I yell at him now in tears

"How long?"

"Years"

Yoongi suddenly looked really pissed, he had tears in his eyes "what has happened to you, what has bad you this upset about being put in prison"

"My parents died when I was 8, I watched them get shot right in front of me, I ran then I jumped out of a window and I was on the 2nd or 3rd floor, I layed on the ground hurting. Then I was taken to the orphanage I told you about, I made a friend, she was like a sister, she died giving birth. I don't know what happened to her baby. I tried to kill myself, I hit my head really hard on the floor, I started bleeding, I walked to the window and got dizzy and fell out, a little kid about my age saved me, I was 10, when I was 14 I got pregnant then adopted, the baby died then my dad started abusing me, and here I am today"

I was going to have to tell him about my past one day why not today, he walked up to me and hugged me "I promise I won't let any of those bad people touch you ever again" I start to cry again

I scoot over and he lays beside me, he holds me as I cry about my life and the loss of life that I was supposed to protect. I felt so down, I felt like no one could pick me up

"I moved all you're stuff into our dorm, we have an extra room, it'll be our room" He said suddenly, it made me happy to know he didn't want to kick me out now that I don't have a baby

Someone walls through the door, it's a man in uniform, an officer. "Okay we have some questions for you miss. Can you leave sir?" Yoongi gets up but when he's about to start walking I grab his arm "please don't leave" I say begging him "I'll be right back I promise" I nod against my better judgement

And through the next few hours I tell the cop all the things my father has done to me, I someone how convinced them he's the bad guy

~2 months later~

Me and yoongi have been dating for almost 3 months, today I get discharge from the hospital and I can't wait to go and lay in an actual bed

Yoongi came to pick me up after I signed the papers, oh by the way my dad's finally behind bars for life

I get my stuff and put it in the trunk of his car and we head to his house, once I get there I'm welcomed by a big hug from all the members

"You don't have a belly, you should be due in 3 months" Tae asked like a child who didn't know anything

Then everyone tried to tell Tae, the baby might have been born early and is at the hospital right now

I calm them down "I know this might be a bit of a shock all of the sudden since you were expecting a baby but.. " I lift up my shit a tiny bit to show the scar the knife left "that scar was put there by a knife my father held, that knife is the death of my baby" I say with a few tears in my eyes

Everyone looked sad and gave me comforting hugs "we're so sorry"

"It's not you're fault"