He's Changed? (Ein x Reader)

Problems

This chapter  talks about eating disorders and depression so if you are sensitive to these things don't read this chapter

Bold: Voice in head

Italics: Talking back to the voice 

Y/N's P.O.V

Aphmau has been coming to our house every now and then but Aaron hasn't bothered us again after that last time, maybe he gave up.

Anyway, Aphmau has been really nice to us ever since that first incident and me and Ein are surprised after that jerk did that to us and lied to Aphmau.

Ein isn't ok though he's been really off lately and he can sleep fine now but still a few nightmares every now and then. I've been helping him through the nightmares it's basically a little routine for me and him when he does get them.

When he gets them he just yells and he wakes up with tears down his face and I wake up and hug him and since I'm shorter then him I have my head in his chest

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Since I'm the short potato like Aphmau is, but I'm a little bit taller anyway right now I'm hanging out with Aphmau watching t.v in the living room while Ein actually cooks for us. I always do the cooking though but it's nice to have someone else do it for a change. 

Ein's P.O.V      *Trigger Warning*

I don't know why I'm even cooking breakfast it's usually Y/N's job but maybe its because I don't feel like eating  and I don't want Y/N to know I don't want to eat this morning and I don't know why I had an eating disorder when I was younger but I can't have it again can I?

no one knows about my disorder, not even Y/N only my "family" knew about it but I may be starting to have it again. Well, I may try eating breakfast and see if I feel gross then I know for sure I have it.

I'm done making breakfast and I yell for Y/N and Aphmau to come and eat then I try eating and then I put my hand over my mouth not trying to gag or throw up and I pretty much made myself do this because I felt so gross that I thought if I made myself do it, it would make me feel better.  

I pretty much run to the bathroom trying to not throw up somewhere else except in the bathroom but I was done throwing up and I hear a voice say my  name and I turn around but I don't see anyone I turn my head back around to the bathroom mirror and see a boy he had brown hair, blue eyes and red tips in his hair like mine but mine were blue.   

Then I turn around away from the mirror to see no one there

  am I seeing things, am I going insane? 

Then I go back to Aphmau and Y/N they were now on the couch watching T.V again and Y/N turns around and sees me and she asked why I ran when they were eating and that I didn't eat that much. 

I just said that I didn't feel like eating and that I just had to go do something. "Ok" the girls both say in unison.  

I read the clock on the wall and It says 11:30 was I really in the bathroom for 30 minutes straight. 

2 hours later     

Aphmau left an hour ago now I'm just laying in bed thinking about what happened earlier at breakfast. Also, who was that boy I saw? 

It was me your eating disorder Ein I'm back again I knew I was gonna be back one day

What why am I hearing this voice again. Now, this is creeping me out I have to tell Y/N about this it's better to now than later.

No don't get rid me you don't need help from your stupid fiance 

Don't even call my fiance stupid again or I'll get rid of you myself or by telling her

A/N: I'm not doing author notes anymore unless I can't get a chapter out so this is my last author note until then but anyways see you later guys.