He's Changed? (Ein x Reader)

Insanity

This chapter talks about eating disorders and depressing things  so if you are sensitive to these things don't read this chapter and when the parts with  the disorder and depressing things come up it will be in good detail because I have a photographic memory

Bold: Voice in head

Italics: Talking back to the voice 

Y/N's P.O.V

Ein is acting weird been really distant lately it's kinda scaring me because he's never this distant from me I bet it has to do something with what happened yesterday I'm just gonna have to ask him. 

Hey Ein? I say to him walking in our bedroom 

Yeah, babe? 

Uh, why have you been so distant lately I'm really scared and worried about you Ein. I say trying to not tear up 

I..um I don't want to talk about it. he says looking down 

You can tell me, I won't say anything to anyone, not even Aphmau. I say reassuring him 

"W-Well I have an eating disorder and I don't want to eat because I feel disgusting and feel like I want to throw up and I feel like I'm fat when I'm not because this voice in my head tells me not to eat and that I need to lose weight. I just wanted to hide it from you because I knew you would help me with it but this voice told me not to. I had it when I was younger because my parents abused me when I was young they did it until I moved out when I was 18".

I-I'm sorry Ein I didn't know all I knew is that you were acting off. I say hugging him while crying with my head in his chest. 

It's ok, I'll get help sooner or later. He says rubbing my back for comfort.

I know Ein it's just you have so much stress right now from Aaron and you not being a werewolf anymore and now this, I kinda feel like it's my fault this all happened to you. I say still hugging Ein

"Well, babe, it's not your fault it wasn't anyone's fault its basically my bastard of a parents fault for this whole thing making me be a bad person then ruining Aaron and Aphmaus relationship and me getting this disorder. It's there fault, not yours". He says reassuring me

Ein's P.O.V

"I love you Y/N". I say kissing her head

"I love you too Ein". She says blushing

"I'm sorry I was acting like this, tomorrow we can go see a psychiatrist for me to get better but it will take time its usually self-curable but I need the help".   

"Ok, we can do that tomorrow at least that's a start and I'm glad I know about this now so I can at least help you with this and now you won't be distant from me because I love you and I don't want you to be distant from me". Y/N says