The Psychiatrist

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This chapter talks about eating disorders and depressing things so if you are sensitive to these things don't read this chapter 

Y/N's P.O.V

I and Ein are going to his psychiatrist now and he's kinda scared that they'll put him in a mental hospital but I doubt that because it's not that severe for them to be doing that right away.     

Ein holds my hand tightly but not enough to hurt me, he must be really scared about this because he never usually holds my hand when we are walking because I'm usually ahead of him.

"Ein a-are you ok?" Why am I stuttering stop that

"Y-Yeah I'm f-fine babe, It's just I'm really scared right now". He says looking down 

I hug Ein and kiss him on the cheek. "Don't be scared babe I'll be there with you and if they do put you in a mental hospital, later on, I will be with you babe I'm not leaving your side ok?"  

He nods his head and looks down.

we stop walking and we stare into each other's eyes for a second and hugs me and tears roll down his face after we let go. 

"You promise me you will be there anyway even though they don't put me in a hospital". Ein says anxiously.  

"I promise Ein I swear on my life I will be there with you even if you become mean or something I don't care".

"Thanks, angel I needed that I was getting anxious that you wouldn't". Ein says

Did he just call me angel maybe it's a nickname he gave me because he just start to call me that right now? 

(If you are wondering how they walked to the psychiatrist Aphmau drove them then they walked) 

Time Skip

"Ok, we are here now, are you ready?" I ask Ein

Ein's P.O.V

"I'm ready". I tell her 

"Ok, I'm kinda scared for you now". She tells me 

"Don't be ok I'm here and they wouldn't do anything to you".Ein said 

"Ok, we should go in now". Y/N says

"Alright". I say holding her hand again

5-minute Time Skip

"Ein Ryan and Y/N L/N". An assistant calls us

"Yes". we both say to her

"Follow me". The assistant says to both of us

We follow the assistant to a room with another lady which is the psychiatrist and we sit down on chairs next to each other.

"Hello, Mr. and Ms. Ryan, the only thing we are gonna talk about today is just Mr. Ryan and his disorder than you can leave".

"Ok". we both say reassuring ourselves 

"Ok, so you say he has Anorexia, right?" 

yes.we say in unison 

"Well, how bad is it?"

"Um, he basically whenever he tries to eat um he feels gross and goes to the bathroom to make himself throw up what he ate and there's this voice in his head that tells him not to eat and lose weight which he doesn't need to because that's unhealthy, he's much skinnier than he needs to be".Y/N says worriedly  

Well, that's horrible to hear that I think he is the worst case of Anorexia I've had before,  I'm just going to give you medication". She said looking at how skinny he is   

"Ok, thank Irene I thought I would've had to go to a mental hospital and miss my fiance". I say reassuring myself  

"I would like you to come back next week on Thursday at 3 pm ok?". The psychiatrist said

"Ok bye". I and Y/N said in unison 

"Well, that wasn't as scary as I thought it would be". I tell Y/N

"Yeah me too, I thought I would've had to miss you". She says back

"I love you Y/N and I would never leave you-you would've just had to see me in the mental hospital if I went". 

I love you too and I wouldn't want to see you in a mental hospital ever in my whole life, I want you with me, not in some smelly hospital. 

She hates the smell of hospitals they smell like the stuff they use to clean things with.

"I hate the smell too it's like they use death to clean". I say  

Y/N's P.O.V

Now we need Aphmau to come to pick us up from here now.

Y: You  A: Aphmau 

Y: Hey Aph can you come to pick me and Ein up to go back to the house.

A: Yeah sure I'll go get in my car, see you in a bit 

Y: See you Aph

A: see you!

Call ended 

"Ok, she's heading this way now, so we just have to wait". I tell Ein

"Alright, We have to tell her about our visit ok even though she didn't know what it was for we still won't tell her about my disorder or the abuse". Ein says 


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