There will be suicidal thoughts and actions in this chapter, I do not condone any of it it's just for this chapter and if you have these thoughts or if you do this and if it's sensitive to you then don't read this chapter
Ein's P.O.V
I've been such an idiot to Y/N I'm not doing anything to her it's just I feel like everything is my fault and I feel really bad for ruining everything it was my fault she got hurt...it was my fault I got this disorder...it was my fault, Aaron almost killed her.
Maybe I should talk to her.
You're worthless she doesn't care about you, even if you committed suicide
I go into the kitchen and grab a box cutter and go to the bathroom and lock the door.
I put the box cutter blade against the skin on my wrist and go down my until I'm at my forearm and do it repeatedly until it gets deeper and blood comes out faster then I do it on my other arm the same.
I drop the box cutter then everything gets blurry then I pass out to be consumed with darkness.
Y/N's P.O.V
I go downstairs and I see the bathroom lights on through the door I run to the door and try to get it open but it's locked so I go back upstairs grab a bobby pin from my box I keep my stuff in I run back downstairs and I unlock the door with the bobby pin in the lock of the door.
I finally open the door and I see Ein passed out on the floor with a puddle of blood and a box cutter.
'No...this can't be happening now not ever this has to be a dream and I can't wake up". I whisper looking at Ein's body
I grab my phone out my pocket and I call an ambulance and Aphmau after.
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"Is he going to be ok?" I ask Aphmau while waiting in the waiting room of Phoenix Drop hospital.
'I don't know Y/N I'm sorry" She says hugging me and I cry on her shoulder
"Um Y/N Ryan, You can see Ein now". The nurse says
"Ok, thank you, come on Aphmau". I say walking to Ein's room
"Hey...Ein". I say walking into Ein's hospital room
"Hey". He says hoarsely
My heart drops when I hear his voice.
"A-are you ok?" I ask him and tears threating to fall
"Yeah, I'm sorry I did this I felt worthless and I thought everything was my fault and that you wouldn't care if I was gone and how did I get here?". He says with tears rolling down his face
"Um, I came from downstairs and I saw the lights from the bathroom on and I saw it was locked so I unlocked and found you and called an ambulance". I say with tears running down my face
Eins sits up and hugs me carefully not to hurt himself.
"It's ok". he says calmly
"Ein you aren't worthless and nothing was your fault, I do care about you a lot and I love you". I say putting my face in his chest
'I love you too, I'm sorry you had to see me like that I won't do it again". he says hugging me tighter
"Ein I will always love you no matter what you look like I don't care if your tail is different I know you're insecure about it but it will eventually develop and straighten out"
"Thanks, and I'll always love you no matter what happens to us and I do not care if you have flaws or anything like that I'll always call you something special to me even if we divorced or something but I doubt that". He says smiling
"Yeah, I don't think we will divorce and you have to stay in the hospital one more night then you can come home tomorrow do you want me to stay with you for the night?". I ask
"Yeah, I would like that because I hate hospitals". He says then whimpers softly
'Your cute, now Aphmau is gonna talk to you ok?". I say
Ok, where are you going? He asks tilting his head a bit
"To use the restroom and get something to eat since I haven't eaten all day.' I said walking out
"Ok, see you when you get back". He says
'Bye Ein". I said to him then left
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