Starting a new story

Prologue

Hi guys! I will continue to keep this story up but I am changing it and making it less confusing! Please read the new content in my other book. Thank you!

I look down at my clock that reads 3:00 AM. I blink a few times trying to clear my blurred vision from the tears that began streaming down my face a few moments before. A tear runs down my cheek onto my light blue shorts.

It is freezing cold outside. The side window starts fogging up, but the bright lights from the city of Los Angeles are clearly visible through the haze.

I realized how tense I am gripping the steering wheel at 10 and 2, the location I learned where to place my hands when I went through drivers ED.

I loosen my grip, than bring my attention down to my wrists. There were some new cuts that I did when I locked myself in the bathroom at the party.

I remember the moment that the blade touched my skin, all my pain lifted off my shoulders. I was just focused on doing more, gradually taking more and more pain away. Then, I remember walking out and him standing there with welcoming arms waiting for me, as if he had done no harm. That's when I turned around and ran out the back door.

Now I am driving in my car to no set destination. Just thinking about how bad I screwed up. The radio is blasting 'Let Me Love You' by Mario. I roll my windows down and absorb every word that is sung while I sing along, way out of tune.

My phone vibrates and I look down at my phone to unlock a text message from 'Baby 😍💍' that reads, "Hey babe! Where are you? This party is great, but isn't near as fun being without you."

Tears began to start welling up again in my eyes. I lock my phone and turn the music up extremely loud, feeling the bass pump through my chest.

Suddenly, I hear a honk and look up to see blaring headlights coming towards me. The last thing I remember before everything goes dark is him saying, "It's our little secret, I promise."

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