Starting a new story

~Chapter 11~

~Jess's POV~

I can not believe what Nikki is telling me. Cameron who just asked me to be his girlfriend the night before. The one who I assumed was the one. That he only loved me and only me.

"Nikki, are you still there?"

"Ya baby. I'm right here."

"Can you come up to my room please." I bite my lip and shake uncontrollably.

"Ya I will be there in five alright. And Jess..."

"Ya Nik?"

"Please, please don't do anything stupid. You know what I am talking about." She hangs up.

I cover my face with my right hand and examine my shaky left hand. I notice the thin silver band that that Cameron got for me that says forever. "FOREVER CAMERON FOREVER! THATS BS," I scream.

Next thing I know, I come to my breaking point. I grab the counter and slowly lift myself up. There's one thing on my mind and I am going to have it.

I rummage through my bag until I find the tiny box. I carefully open it and take one out. Shoot the lighter. Ugh I didn't bring one. Think, think, think.

I run over to the stove and turn it on then I light up. I inhale and relax. Boy, if one of my friends saw me doing this again they would be so mad.

I think about the whole situation that went down. How Cameron could start making out with one of my best friends. Or even worse, how one of my best friends could make out with Cameron.

Then I remember Nash. Oh my god he loves her so much. He is going to be crushed when he finds out the news.

I inhale again and let the smoke settle in my lungs. How am I even going to react if Cameron tries talking to me. Should I even attempt to talk or will it go something like "Oh baby. It's not what it looks like."

I don't really care how it goes down. I have one thing on my mind and that's getting high. I need to forget and I don't care what it takes.

There's a bang at the door. Shoot, that's probably Nikki. I told her to come to my room right? I let the flame go out and stumble over to the door. "Hi Nik wazzup?" I chuckle.

"Hey Jess how are yo-Jess?" She slaps me across the face as hard as she can. "YOUR STUPID!" She yells at me. "I told you not to!"

"It feels good actually. Now excuse me while I go grab a new-" She pins me down on the couch.

"I know what he did hurts but that gives you no excuse to get high. Where's your pack?"

"I'm not telling." I stick my tongue out.

Nikki slaps me across the face again. "Tell me now Jessilyn," she commands.

"Fine. In my bag underneath the clothesss."

She lets go of me with a shove and walks into the room. I wonder if there is anything left in that dud I threw away.

"I would honestly be ripping the hair out of your head if it weren't these circumstances." She comes walking out of my room. I see my pack in her back pocket. "Now, what is it I'm here for?"

~Nash's POV~

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