when the day met the night; spam book

eleven; tear in my heart

   teenager mood swings, am i right?

   i'm truly sorry for ranting on here, i really don't like to, but i feel like absolute shit right now. i've actually felt like this for a few weeks now and i don't know when it's going to stop.

   i honestly feel hated against.

   i feel like everyone doesn't like me. only one person right now i can say that i feel they truly want to be my friend.

   and to my friends, it's not an attack against you. it's just my brain telling me that nobody likes me. none of it is your fault. it's mine.

   so i don't know how in touch i will be for now. i may talk tomorrow, or it might not be until the school year starts. i'm not sure.

   just know i love you

   goodbye

   8/4/18