Past To Be Erased

Felix (5)

Nothing.

Absouletly nothing. There's no clue. I can't find a fucking one little clue about her. I'm going insane. I'm a freacking mess. I don't understand anything. How can there be no pieces to put together?

I looked angrily at the policeman in front of me once again. Another false alarm. In the last few days, I have received such alerts a lot. Don't these people know how it feels to go over and over again through the false news of the death of your dear person? I was this close to lean over desk and put my hands on policeman's neck and start yelling at him.

''My apology again, sir'', he said.

''Maybe, next time, you could check before you rush to tell me the news.''

''Yes, sir. I wanted, but...''

''I don't need your excuses! You obviously can't do shit!'' I couldn't take it no more so I rush out of police station and slam the door behind me.

It's true that I'm here for only month and a half, but I need to find her or I'm going cray-cray. Existence of my whole family depends on this. I need to bring her back, I need to put my family back together. 

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I was on my way back home when Axel texted me to pick up some groceries from nearby store. So I went and bought them. It took me about an hour to do that because I don't know shit about groceries.

As I was getting near house I saw other cars beside Axel's. All of them, except one, were familiar to me. They belong to guys from school, and it meant that we were having one of those nights again. I was so not in mood for that, but it make me feel better that I couldn't see Malia's car in front of house. I parked the car, took the groceries and got out.

I could hear laughter coming from our living room and I didn't even came in the house yet. What the hell were they up to? When I finally prepared myself for horror that was obviously happening inside, I walked in. And, man, did I regret it.

''That was amazing!'' 

''I can't even believe!'' 

''You have to teach me how to play like that.'' 

''No way, I'm going to learn first!'' 

''Yo she's my friend, she's teaching me.''

''She's our friend now too.''      

''She's even better at Mario kart then Felix man.''      

At first, I was just standing in a hall in front of the living room, thinking whether to be a jerk and don't even greet them at all or it would be better to greet them and say that I don't feel good and then go to my room. But as I was listening to their completely stupid conversation I realize that there was apparently new member of our group. And the last sentence really sparked my interest in who can possible be our newbie.

"Who's better than me?" I asked while I was leaning against the frame of the door. Everyone's head snapped in my direction and one specific pair of eyes looked utterly shocked as they landed on me, a lot later then others. And when I realized who our new member is, I smiled, totally unconsciously. She imediately looked back at the screen.

"Talk about the devil...", Eva said as she looked at me. I just passed by her and set on sofa watching Daphne playing Mario kart. She was concentrated as if it was the most important thing in the world, but I knew she was doing it only to avoid me. And that made me strangely satisfied because I had some affect on her.

''You went to the store for the groceries, didn't you?'' Axel ask me once he sat beside me.

''Yeah, I put them in the kitchen'' Axel noded, ''and I'm never doing that shit again.''