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It was me

"hey buck" steve says happily, walking into his partners office.

"hey steve" bucky says dryly, trying to concentrate on his work.

 "are you ok, buck? You seem...irritated. And its geting kinda late.." Steve places a hand on buckys shoulder. Bucky quickly swatts his hand away harshly, moving his chair back from the desk, to face the blonde.

"steve, not now. Ok? I really need to get this work done" bucky says as he shoos away his boyfriend. The brunette huffs, as he turns back to his work.

"buck.." steve starts quietly, starting to get scared

"Steve, i said not now." Bucky yells, getting up from his chair harshly, causing the supplies on his desk to fall with loud thuds. Bucky turns  to look at his boyfriend with a hard, mad face. The ex-assasins face quickly softens, as he notices the fear in his lovers eyes.

A thick silemce falls between the two as steve slowly starts to back out of the room. Bucky looks down at his hands opening his mouth to say something

"st-steve.." the blonde shakes slightly, as the brunette continues "i-im so sorry, i..i didn-"

"buck its fine, i-i just, i should've left you alone" steve said, guilt bubbling up inside of him

"no, no i-i scared you, you shouldnt have to be..be afraid of me" Bucky says on the verge of tears, stills staring down at his metal arm. The blonde says nothing as bucky continues 

"i-its my fault, i made you afraid" the brunette looks up to face his boyfriend, still sensing fear in his features "i-i almost killed you..and your friends! Its..its my fault your afraid of me, yo-"

"bucky we've talked about this..you arent the winter soldier, you never were"

"but i was, it was me. They used me, my body, my arms, my legs, my strength" silent tears rolled down the brunettes cheeks as he spoke, trying his best to explain and apologoze to the one he loves most

"but it wasnt your mind, you had no control over what they were doing to you. Bucky, you cant beat yourself up for this" steve slowly steppes closer, bucky notices no fear in his motion, which makes him feel slightly better

"'i still tried to kill you." the brunette swallows thickly and shakes his head "what if i didnt remember you in time? what if i left you to drown? I-i dont want to have to constantly think about things that i need to remember. Im still working on what happened in the 40s. i dont know much.. and i dont..i dont want to relapse. i just dont want to hurt you"

"baby you could never hurt me. Or at least you could never hurt me hard enough to make me stop loving you." steve takes both on buckys hands, squeezing them tightly. The soldier lifts his hands up, kissing the brunettes knuckles, as silnet tears roll down his lovers face

"im so sorry" bucky says, quietly

"you shoudnt be"

 Bucky lifts his head to look at steve, the one person who keeps him sane, the one persom that hes ever truly loved.

The brunette flings himself into the blondes arms, as steve hugs him back tightly. Having bucky wrap him legs around steves waist, so he could carry him to bed.

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The couple lays in bed, Buckys head resting on steves chest, both arms-metal and human- wrapped tightly around the blondes torso. Steves arm wrapped around bucky, as if he were protecting him

"i love you, so, so much stevie. And im sorry i blew up before. i needed to get i out of my sytem" the brunette laughs dryly, snuggling into his lovers chest

"i love you too. Till the end of the line"

A shorter one today :) 

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