Lost

Fake

•LILLY'S POV•

I can't find any outfit! I'm not really into fashion , so I just take the close that are nearest in the draw. All of the girls in school has light blond hair and wear really slutty close! I just wear my moms jeans and a hoodie. My hair is poop brown..... Damn I hate it! Today it was no different. Hoodie , jeans and A ponytail.

"LILLY WARD! DOWN HERE!" My mom screamed. Damn! Late again.

The bus stopped very suddenly and I got dragged out of the world of music. The door opened and I got off the bus. There were nobody in the schoolyard , so that meant that I was very late. That was nothing new. I was a bad "later" and people was starting to notice. I was " the suicide girl", because I once tried to kill myself. It went around , and now almost everybody knows. I don't even know how it got around! I think it was my mom. She tells everybody everything!

The heavy door closed behind me, and the ecco went trough the hallway. I got up to the second floor , and I went into the classroom. Everybody was looking at me! What had I done to them?! They usually don't look! Strange...

"Mrs. Ward, you are late! " my teacher, Mrs Seymor said and looked at me. "Sorry" I whispered and hurried down at the back to my seat. "Hey, will you help me with this?" Theo, my working partner, asked me. "Sure " I whispered back and took his paper, and I could see that he wasn't very good at maths. "Omg, look at weirdo Over there! Haha! She looks like a homeless man!" Courtney whispered to Shelly and they both laughed. I knew she was gonna say something. "Well, your outfit is a little bit slutty to me Courtney!" I suddenly yelled.What? Where did that come from?! Yeah, of course she is mean, but I usually don't say anything to her! I don't waste my time on that type of humans. There fake , and I just can't talk to them. It was to embarrassing to me, so I started to run out of class and soon I was standing in the forest.