Langst Oneshots and Shorts Stories

Anorexic Pt2

Warning! There will be mentions of cutting and bulimic actions in this chapter! If this will trigger you, don't read! Also, this will have a good and bad endings.

(Lance POV)
⚠ I run into my room and lock the door then go into my bathroom. I hunch over the toilet and stick my middle and index finger to trigger my gag reflexes and pull them out again and start throwing up the little food I ate.

When I finish I flush the toilet and grab the razor blade and start cutting my wrists again.
Not good enough
Cut
To fat
Cut
Disappointment
Cut
I keep going until there's about 15 new cuts. I clean my wrist and put bandages on them and then I go and sit on my bed. ⚠

After about five minutes someone knocks on the door and I get up and answer it to see Keith standing there. "Oh, um hey Keith what's up?" I see him get a pissed look on his face. "You tell me! You're the one who hasn't been eating and training non stop ever since I left!" I flinched slightly and leaned against the door way. Way to go idiot, he hates you now.

"I'm sorry, but you shouldn't care about me Keith. Allura and Shiro are right, I'm the least valuable member of the team." I look at him to see he has an upset look on his face. "Don't listen to them Lance, you're an amazing person and they're blind if they can't see that." I smile slightly at that. "Thanks Keith, I really needed to hear that." He smiled back then left.

Later at dinner I talked to Keith and actually ate something. Then we were allowed free time and I went to the hangar where the red lion is and sit by her paw. After 30 minutes Keith walks in and sits next to me. "Hey Keith, shouldn't you be with the others?" "Nah, I wanted to be with you right now." I blushed slightly and looked at the ground.

"Actually, there's something I've been meaning to tell you. Um, ever since the Garrison I-I have.... had a crush on you..." I scratch my neck and look down waiting for the rejection. I feel him place a hand on my cheek and I look towards him. I see him lean closer then his lips are on mine. I can't believe this is happening! I kiss back and he pulls away after a minute. "I like you too Lance, and I've decided to stay with Voltron."

Keith did stay with us, and flew the red lion while I went back to blue. Everything was great, and eventually we went back home.

Now for the bad ending I said there would be.

"Actually, there's something I've been meaning to tell you. Um, ever since the Garrison I-I have.... had a crush on you..." I scratch my neck and look down waiting for the rejection. I saw him stand up out of the corner of my eye. "Why do you think I would ever like you back?! I would never like a failed like you! I was being nice out of pity!"

⚠I ran out as the tears started to fall and went to my room locking the door. I went to the bathroom and grabbed my blades and pulled my sleeves up. I grabbed my sleeping pills and took the whole bottle then sat on the ground. I cut a deep lines from my wrist to my elbows on each arms.

I saw black dot and grew extremely tired. Sleep sound good, and think I will sleep. I closed my eyes and everything was black.⚠

Yeah, it was short I hope you enjoyed it though! I'll try to post as soon as I can. Till then, feel free to send requests!