Even When I'm Sleeping || Jeon JungKook || BangtanBoys|| [EDITING]

🍃| Trouble

Jung-Hyun

The night before, an argument between me, my father and my grandfather took place. Like what I already predicted and anticipated, I was questioned, scolded judged and everyone threw me a condescending look the whole time.

I was confronted why was I tolerating Jungkook in this matter.

I wanted to spit the very words that I've been holding inside for a long time and I guess they were too much that I wasn't able to hold it any longer. I stared with a sad smile just so I won't find myself weeping later. This is already too much for my heart to handle.

To my father;

"I did this for him. Something that you never done for me. How would you know? You were allowed to marry the woman that you like. So why can't we? Mommy wasn't that bad was she? Why can't we try our luck on this too??"

To my grandfather;

"We don't owe you our lives. Even if you strip us off from the privileges you have wrapped around us, I'm fine with it. Wasn't I enough for this manipulation game you have? You think I'm happy with all of these?

Who was that person who taught us a lot of things when we were younger? That person who even told us to do the things we like to achieve?...that old man who loved us dearly? That old man who always took us to an ice cream house whenever our parents scowl us and whenever we feel bad about ourselves?... was that pretend too so you can manipulate us when we grow up?..."