A crazy love story.

The confussing start

Tom and I are best Mates. We joking around a lot together. But Tom changed. He don't talk to me anymore and we stop joking. I noticed that there is something happen with him. I'll try to talk with him but he doesn't answer my questions or walked away when I'm around. I will help my best friend but I don't know how and that is what I hate. I stop asking him and do my thing. At home and at work. When he need to tell, he will tell me. I hate it, that I can't help him with his problems. There goes weeks over this before I get my answer, why Tom has been changed his behavior.

I lay down on my bed after a heavy day filming. I am really tired. There is one thing I want to do at this moment. Sleeping. I turned on my belly and will start sleeping. The door of my sleeping room goes open. It's Tom. He Is sitting on the edge of my bed. He put his hand on my shoulder and I turned back on my back. He has a serious look on his face. "Matt, I know we are best friends. But there's something that can changed that. I need to tell you that. You know I am gay, right?" I nod. "You told me a long time ago that you can fall in love with women and men."I nod again "I get some strange feelings about you, it starts a few weeks ago. It's totally weird and confusing, also for me. I see you as my best friend but I feel more for you than I did before. In my thoughts we have sex and we kiss. I'm in love with you, Matthew Lewis." I don't know what to say. Tom walks away from me and leave me alone. It feel strange to know that Tom fallen in love with me. I think about what Tom told me a few minutes earlier. I fall in sleep with my strange feelings and thoughts. I woke up a few times this night, when I'm awake I think about Tom and what he told me. Every time I woke up, it's hard to fall in sleep again.

The next day, I feel not my normal self, I feel a bit awkward to Tom and his feelings. Maybe I'm scared to ruined our friendship. I think a lot and I'm quite. Fleurtje sees, there's something wrong with me. "Matt, what's happen? I see there is something wrong with you. I doesn't hear you in the van. You're so silent. That's not how you're normally been. It looks like you're thinking a lot about something. I think Tom is your problem. You doesn't talk with him and you doesn't sit next to him in the van and during lunch. And both of you doesn't joking around. That is what on a normal day happen between you and Tom, you're best mates." I turned red. "There's nothing. Every friendship have bad moments in it." I answered, Fleurtje doesn't look happy with my answer. She talk with Daniel, her boyfriend. I do my thing on set. Neville gives me the power to forget my feelings and doubts about what Tom told me. I don't know how to react to Tom, when he is around me. That's the reason that I walked away when Tom came to close.