A crazy love story.

Finnaly

I'm sure, I'm in love with Tom. I'm gay. I'm in love with a men. The friendship I have with Tom is not longer important, my feelings, that's what count at this moment. I lay down on my bed and the tears fell down on my cheeks. This time they're tears off luck. I know who I'm and that I'm totally in love with Tom. I'm totally in thoughts when Tom enter my room. He is sitting on the edge of my bed and wipe some tears from my cheeks. He takes me out of my thoughts by touching my cheek. He said nothing and sitting next to me and is still waiting for something. My heart is beating fast. I am alone with the love of my life. It feel so good, it feel great. I look in his beautiful blue eyes and give him a big hug. Tom is for one moment in shock. "I'm in love with you, Tom Felton. Finally I can say it, I love you." I whisper. Tom takes me by my shoulders and take look at me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and hug me tightly. I enjoy this very much. "I love you Matt." He puts his head in my neck. I feel his breath stroke my neck. I can smell him. And it smells good, I love that smell, I love that men. We use the whole evening to hug and talk together. It's the best evening in months. Tom hum a song. I remember that. He played it a few weeks ago on his guitar. Tom is still humming and I can listen to that the whole night. I can sit next to that lovely man, I can look at that handsome man and I can listen to him, no matter how lang. Tom leave my room after a few hours. I feel so happy.

I took my toothbrush and go to the bathroom. I met Fleur there. She brush her teeth. Daniel is there too, waiting on his girlfriend. Fleur see something about me. "Matt, there is something different about you. You look so happy. More than the past few weeks. " I nod. "Yes, I'm happy. There is something happen today." Fleur give me a hug. "You don't say, what is happen today. Do you?" "Not, now. When I'm ready to tell, I will tell it you first."She nod and give me a hug again. Daniel look at us and shake his head, he doesn't understand where we talking about. I clean my teeth and go back to my room. When I'm changed in my sleeping stuff, I read the script for tomorrow again. When I fell in sleep, I fell in sleep as lucky. The next day ,I have a great day filming. And I joking around again with James, Tom and Fleurtje. My life feel complete with Tom next to me. It's only a big secret at the moment. Tom told me that I can choose the moment when we told our secret to the other people, we life and work with. I'm scared to told my secret to everyone. That is what I told Tom. He nod and say "When you don't have that feeling anymore, than is it the right time to tell." I give him a hug and lay my head in his neck and say "You know to say the good things at the right moment." He give me a rough stroke over my back. Tom need to go work and I can go home.