its okay to be scared, hell i was. i don't know if you know but you have already hit 11k, even without uploading. i hope seeing that made you happy, however from your texts i don't think you have checked your account.
i hope you are okay, tobi told me you suffer with a little bit of social anxiety. don't be mad at him, i asked if he knew why you weren't in. he told me you two talk a lot, im glad you both are getting on well
school is stressful and a very social setting, it's understandable why you aren't in and there's no need to be ashamed of it. if it's okay with you and your family, i can pop round friday and stay till sunday. spend some time helping you out with work you have missed this week, and then we can get to the youtube side of things
if your brain is being fuzzy ethan, just remember that you are my friend and i am very excited to see where this friendship leads. i have a feeling we are going to be very close and share some amazing memories together.
YOU ARE READING
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Fanfiction; its funny how a simple question regarding creating a youtube channel can also create a relationship
