I'll Give Up ( JinHwi )

Fourteen

Daehwi look down at his wounded palm, it probably came when Jinyoung push him aside, he might have touched broken glass when he fall down. It's not deep but it sure won't stop bleeding. Using his long black sweater, he cover it and closed his palm in hope for the bleeding to slow down.

He didn't know what's the cause of the sudden reaction of Jihoon and it's making him worried to the core for it seems really serious that they have to send him to the hospital immediately. Just when everything is going well this have to happen.

Right now, him together with Woojin, Guanlin and Jinyoung was given an order to get back to their dorm.

"Don't you think you're going too far" Guanlin said glaring at Daehwi as the taller shove him besides the door the moment he step in their dorm. Daehwi was startled and couldn't react at first but reading the stare of the taller he knows that he's being blamed.

He pushed the younger's hand away in no avail. He glared as well matching the stare of the taller. "Move." Said Daehwi under his voice.

"How can you still breath after what you did to Jihoon hyung? Don't you feel guilty, even just a little?" Guanlin said almost in whisper. Hands clutching on Daehwi's shoulder more tightly.

"I didn't do anything." Daehwi replied firmly. "Now move." he added and tried to pushed him again with the same result. Anymore second, Daehwi's going to snap.

Woojin sighed and separate the two, as he place Daehwi behind his back, glaring at Guanlin. "Violence won't solve anything Guanlin." He said being calm and collected as he is currently the older on the group. They have already sent messages to the hyungs and said to be back as soon as possible, Woojin couldn't handle them they need to go home fast.

Guanlin scoffed. "Daehwi literally almost killed Jihoon hyung and before that he already threatened him, don't give me that!" Guanlin spit, furiously glaring at the person behind Woojin's back.

"We don't know what happened Guanlin, let's not point fingers. We'll talk this out." Woojin said and that seems to calm their youngest member or at least shut his mouth. Woojin turn around to face Daehwi who has his eyes narrowing as if controlling his anger.

"Daehwi what happened?" Woojin ask softly.

"I didn't do anything." He repeated glaring at Woojin.

Woojin close his eyes as he take a deep breath. "We need to know what happened Daehwi. Just explained things."

Daehwi squint his eyes at his hyung, lips slightly parted as if weighting things out. "You're doubting me." He trailed incredulous.

Woojin shakes his head and walk closer to his younger friend. "Daehwi, I'm n-not"

Daehwi step back, making a sound at the back of his throat that resembles to disbelief. "But you don't believe me." He affirm and when Woojin didn't deny it, Daehwi has lose it. "Out of everyone hyung!? You're the least person who I think would doubt me!"

Woojin immediately amend "Daehwi it's not like that... Listen okay? You're the only person with Jihoon-"

"So you all think I'll do it?!"

"Daehwi no! We just need you to fucking talk! Is it that hard?!

"You want me to say what you wanted to hear! What do you expect me to say?!"

"Just admit that you're the one who give it! Then we're fucking done here!" They all look at the person who yell those words, this is the first time he talk after they get back to their dorm.

Daehwi chuckles mockingly "Unbelievable. That's it. I'm done I'm not taking this bullshit anymore" He said flatly before he went to their shared room and not a minute later, he's already on his black coat and cap, passport and other important things on his handbag.

"What a coward, you're escaping the shit you made?" Guanlin commented and Daehwi would like to just ignore but he couldn't accept another insult.

He face the taller with a smirk. "Wow, finally have the guts to speak up for your love? I have to praise you for that."

Guanlin grimace. "Shut up."

Daehwi would say more but he couldn't stand being in the same room with people he trust his life but couldn't do the same.

"Daehwi come back here" Said Woojin following him but Daehwi won't have it.

"Don't fucking follow me! I'm telling you Park Woojin" Daehwi snapped, his voice contains the anger, distress, and betrayal.

Woojin followed him still, until he noticed something coming from Daehwi's left hand. He grab his hand making the younger flinch. "You're bleeding."

Daehwi snatched back his hand, damn he forgot about that and the rush of emotions might have cause his blood to pump rapidly causing the bleeding to continue. "Leave it, I'm fine." Daehwi replied surprisingly calm.

"Hwi-"

Daehwi smiled to himself. "You know hyung, I don't care about what would Jinyoung or anyone thinks about me cause I make myself believe that you're always there." It's not about Jinyoung and Daehwi anymore, it's him and Woojin's relationship.

Woojin frown at him. "Daehwi, let's talk about this let's wait for Jisung hyung, he can fix this."

Daehwi paid him no mind as he turns his back and if no one saw his tears fall down, that would be because he put his mask and pull down his black cup to cover it.

Fix it? He's broken and he didn't think anyone would be able to fix him. He's beyond repair.
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a/n: This is just Daehwi's point of view of what happened, I just say in case you're getting confused.