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I can't seem to fall in love. That is what I realized after countless break-ups. I can't even make a relationship last for a week! A week!
"I like you. You're one of the nicest people I've met; maaalahanin, mapagmahal and good-looking. It's just that it's me who has the problem. I need to sort my life out first. I don't want to drag anyone into my mess. You will find the right person; that I can promise you. It's just that, that person is not me...*blah *blah..."
That is the sandwich break-up speech right there. Of course, sasagot sila ng kung anu-ano para lang huwag ako magkipaghiwalay at uulitin ko na naman ang speech ko; of course, irerephrase ko naman diba? Pero the order ganun pa rin, compliment-bad news-compliment/hope. I've said this to Anna, Marge, Jason, Elona, Lyn, Marcus, Mark, Jenny and the list goes on.
Parati namang ganito eh. I go madly attracted to a person for two days, tapos on the third day I wake up feeling nothing about them. I can say it is not like what other guys do; yung nag-iin-love-inlaban para makaisa tapos hihiwalay the morning after. Yes, yung iba nakakama ko, pero yung iba, just plain attraction and nawawala nalang bigla yung feelings.
And yes, I am bisexual according to other people's label about who I get involve with, but I don't put labels on it. It's just human nature. I just chose to act on it.
Don't get me wrong ah. I've fallen madly in love before, way back in College. But you know what? Growing up, I really thought I was gay even though I don't act like it; I only get attracted to boys my age way back in High School. Pero nagbago lahat ng yun when I met Grace...
...and it all changed again when I met Eric.
I think those were the times I started to be broken into pieces...
"Hi babe, kamusta ang baby ko?" Bati ko sabay halik sa pisngi ng pinakamamahal kong babae sa balat nang lupa; of course she comes second to my mom. Allowance mga tol! Allowance!
"Hi bear ko." She calls me that, may pagkabalbon kasi ako at medyo may baby fats. I spun her around and nibbled on her right ear. She hanged her left hand around my neck.
"Kamusta ang school?" tanong niya sa akin.
AND NO! Di po kami nagli-live in! Hindi pwede dahil ang Allowance! Baka maubusan ako ng pension!
"Okay naman. Ikaw ba?" balik tanong ko sa kanya.
"Masaya. Ang gwapo ng bago naming professor. Masyadong bata at charming." Kinikilig niyang sabi. Nakakasira ng mood diba? So I stopped tickling her earlobe with my tongue.
"Hmmp. Napakaseloso talaga ng bear ko. Syempre gwapo lang si Sir. Ikaw SOBRA...sobra kong love." Nakangiti niyang pamapalubag-loob na sabi sa akin.
"Ahy, wala talagang karugtong na "gwapo"?" nakapout na ako.
"Ambisyoso!" Malakas niyang sigaw sabay tawang nakakaloko.
Grace is perky, smart, beautiful, matangos ang ilong, singkit ang mata, di masyadong kaputian unlike me but she's a natural Filipina beauty...including the height. (hehe) She actually looks a lot like Angel Locsin.
Valentine's Day...
"Happy Valentine's Day Baby ko." Bati ko kay Grace habang bitbit ang isang malaking heart cake, nakapiggyback na human size teady bear and twenty heart-shaped balloons of pink and blue.
Corny noh? Ganun talaga mga dre kapag in-love!
Masaya ang Valentine's Day sa mga taong in a relationship di ba? Ang nakakainis nga lang hindi legal holiday. So I decided to surprise her after not texting any "good morning's" and all the
BINABASA MO ANG
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