Drunk Out of Love

Chapter 8: Sparks fly

All night Blaine tried to call Kurt he knew with how late it had gotten and how sad he was he couldn't drive over to Kurts but he needed to make it right. Call after call that night it kept going straight to voicemail until Blaine figured Kurt wasn't going to answer but he knew he would never give up on Kurt that easy. He was going to try and talk to him at school today and explain, afterall it was finally 4th of July and fireworks night at McKinley maybe he could invite Kurt to go with him to give them a chance to talk.

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At school Blaine was looking out down the corridors for Kurt in hoping to find him before the bell. There he was next to his locker, just seeing him made Blaine's hazel eyes gain the sparkle it was missing since he broke things of with Kurt. He missed Kurts warm embrace and he missed being with Kurt he was going to do anything to talk to him and get things back on track.

"Hey Kurt am I able to talk to you?"

The sudden conversation caused Kurt to jump as Blaine walked up behind him. He was confused why Blaine was talking to him he did hurt Blaine after all, he broke Blaine's heart and that broke his heart. Kurt still couldn't help but look into Blaine's eyes he just feeling a sense of home and wanted to wrap his arms around Blaine and just feel happy again.

He knew he had to stay strong after what he did to Blaine he could never forgive himself for that and he had to do something he never wanted to do and that was let him go. I mean Blaine always made Kurt feel more proud of who he was and allowed him to be 100% himself and he was thankful for that but after he smashed his phone the other night he insisted on blocking out everyone till he was able to get that feeling back by himself. Kurt always thought he never deserved Blaine and he wasn't going to let Blaine get hurt again.

"Blaine I really need to get going"

He suddenly looked down unable to keep eye contact with the man he loved so much. He didn't want to see the pain in Blaines eyes as he stormed off. He shut his locker grabbing a couple books and turned the other way heading to first period when he was stopped. Once Blaine got a soft grasp of his arm twisting him around to face each other. The quick movement caused Kurt to jump again losing grip on the books in his hand and they dropped on the floor. He wasn't interested in the books on the floor or the people walking past or the class he had to get to he was so over come with emotion at Blaine's soft touch on his wrist he just could've broke down in his arms and kissed him but he knew to be stronger than that for Blaine's sake.

"Look Kurt I really think we need to talk I've got a lot of explaining to do can we at least meet during free period?"

Kurt dropped his gaze unsure of what to say wether to go with his head or heart before agreeing that going with his head is what he needed to do.

"No Blaine you don't need to say anything. Listen I know how much I hurt you I can't expect you to forgive me but just know I'm always going to love you"

All that could run through Blaine's mind from that sentence was, "Love you' did Kurt just admit to loving me? Oh I love him too, I love him so much I wish he'd just let me explain what's happened. Sebastian always has to ruin anything I pray I never have to see that meerkat face again'.

"No Kurt listen.."

He was cut off when Kurt said he had to go he could see how cloudy Kurts eyes were like the tears were all about to fall he understood why Kurt left but he never knew why he wouldn't let Blaine explain. Kurt went down to grab his books with Blaine going to help once their hands touched it felt to surreal. They knew they were meant to be together but Kurt tried to push it to the back of his mind by thinking maybe not now or at least while they were in high school. Kurt quickly grabbed the book from Blaine's hand and left.