You're my princess (Spiderman x Reader)

Part 7: Late Nights

Your POV

"I'm  home!" I screamed as I ran to the elevator. I walked on and quickly hit the 3 button. It rode up to my floor and I went straight to my room. I looked at the time. It said 3:00 pm. I threw my backpack down and started to rummage through my desk, trying to find my Beauty and the Beast notebook. I found it grabbed a pen and flopped on to the couch. I flipped to an open page. I started writing:

Oh. My. Thor. Why did he fucking hold my hand in the flipping hallway? We, well I could have gotten in so much trouble for PDA. Like he goes to high school. He knows you can't pull that shit, and yet he did. What is he trying to do? Send me mixed messages...Or get my hopes up so he can crush them...well that would get him fired...Or is he trying to tell me he likes me...ugh my head fucking hurts like hell. Why am I even acting like this? A Stark doesn't just freak out about anyone, so why am I freaking out? I don't even know what I'm feeling. I'm so confused. I'm so lost. I was completely blindsided by him. Does this happen to everyone? Like feel so complete when you're with one person, and so lost when you're not? Is this kind of stuff normal?  I'm going to try to not think about Peter for five seconds. Maybe I'll be able to calm down.

So, the school day was fun.  Until Peter and my dad came. I had a nice conversation with Tommy. Queen Bitch asked me to help her get the new kid, Micheal, to fuck her. I said no, obviously. I don't like that kind of shit. Mrs.Paula assigned a new project. It's a holiday project. We have to remix 10-15 songs of the holiday of our choosing. I picked Halloween because there is a lot of good Halloween songs.

On the way to school, IHeartRadio played two new songs I've never heard before. One was by Jason Mraz it was called Geek in the Pink and the other was Give Love by Andy Grammer. They were pretty good...I just realized I don't have the Long Duck Dong from the Sixteen Candles Funko Pop collection. Ok, that was random, what was I talking about? Oh, the new songs I heard. They both had a beat you could follow. And Give Love sends a good message. It's basically telling the world to be kind to each other. Like it's harder to be rude to someone than to be nice. Did you know it takes more muscles in your face to frown than to smile?  Weird, huh?

Some kid in my homeroom was using a fidget spinner. It was hella annoying. Fidget spinners aren't even relevant anymore. Like the fuck? Hey, I'm sorry if you don't like cursing. Just deal with it.

God, my head is throbbing. Throbbing! It hurts so bad. It's like a migraine or something. I've taken up two pages already. I'm going insane. I just want to become a sock. Okay, I'm in full sock mode.  I got my 2x Niagara Falls sweatshirt and roots joggers, I'm ready. The next notebook I'm going to use a 200-page spiral notebook. I'm done with this 4-page entry bullshit. I need to pee, I'll be right back.

Okay, I'm back. I frickin' love the new book I'm reading. It's called So Much Closer by Susane Colasanti. It is a work of art. But I've never seen The Office so I don't get some references it makes. I might start watching it to understand them. I really like Sadie's warm fuzzies. I would start doing them myself if I actually had more friends but you know. God, I'm just rambling now. I would end it here and make a few spiders, but I ran out of paper. Thank you, Mr. Dad's Intern.

So I have this project in Scene Pro and I have no clue on what play to do. For the project, I need to direct a play, but the catch is it's with a bunch of stubborn freshmen. I might do Dog Sees God: Confessions Of A Teenage Blockhead. That play is AMAZING! It's so funny but also sad at the same time. I think it will be good for the crowd. Also, I didn't mention that we're not just presenting it to the class. We are presenting it to the WHOLE FREAKING SCHOOL. We have this festival thing on the last day before winter break. And the students vote on the best one. And who gets the most votes wins a cake. Last year, the winner didn't even get to eat his cake. His whole cast ate it without him even knowing. But if I do Dog Sees God, my dad, who will probably go see it, will wonder if there is something wrong. I could also write one, however, if I did, I would have to write it like by the end of the week.