they don't see what I see (Complete)

don't stay hurt

"Are you alright ?"
The air blew her hair as she mumbled these words to him , as the two stood in the park

" Aren't you afraid of me ? " he whispered , hoping she'll say something

Anything

People would be afraid of him ,  he was strong , had thebpower , his family owns one of the biggest companies in the country

" No I'm not " she replayed
" Are u okay ?" Again she asked

No.
I'm not ......
That's what he wanted to say .
That was the truth ......

A hot tear made it way his cheek .

"why are you crying ?" She said with worry in her voice

He didn't notice that tear until she told him , he didn't brother to wipe it off , he was sure enough that it'll be replaced with many others ...

He wanted to shout and tell the people how heavy it feels on his chest
How cruel is it to his heart
How it passionly broke him
How painful it became to breathe

But he didn't  .....

It was more then enough , to keep his mouth shut .
He hated breaking down
But the way he felt his heart tearing apart
Has reached his limits

" I don't feel alright "

" It'll be alright , don't let it get to u okay ? " she said softly ,like she's afraid to hurt him more

"What if it did ?"

His voice cracked , more tears falling down . He tried to hold them , but it made  his vision blurry , as he wish he can't see anymore ...
He can't talk anymore ....
He can't move anymore .....
He is not existing anymore .....

" then I know you'll  find a way to not stay hurt "
She smiled gently at him, trying to comfort him
And maybe cheer him up .

But it didn't

He stayed silent for a moment , before he broke it

" What if I can't find a way to ?"

He asked as his voice cracked

She lifted her head up quickly looking at the figure in front of her slightly  shocked

" What if I don't find a way ? "

She looked him in the eyes , seeing all the pain he is hiding

The silent pain that kills the heart ...

" What if I don't want to find a way anymore , what would you  do ?"

" You will , you have a strong brave heart that will manage to get through the darkest of days "