they don't see what I see (Complete)

how

Hello ,

Its been so long , how are you ?

I cant believe that I'm writing this letter down , guess I just want to empty my heart

Everything feels so heavy I just want to let it all out

Before it devour me

If you are reading im probably gone by now so let's not be formal

I know you won't chase after me

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So its been 3 years since we met one another

It was at a festival

Its like the world stopped and it was only us

You smiled and I did the same

You approached me and I approached you

I remember it like it was yesterday , You laughed and I thought how can anyone be so ...

Not just pretty

Not just bright or cheerful

Just , how can anyone be so heartwarming

So I wanted you to smile only to me

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You asked me to meet you at the park , I saw you waiting for me and I felt uneasiness in your voice

My heart skipped a beat

Even when you are nervous you still looked as beautiful as ever

We locked eyes , and I felt it

I felt something no one ever made me feel

I felt love

And I was right , cause you confessed to me

I couldn't be more happier , now that we are connected by heart

I knew you would only smile at me

Or so I though

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We dated , had our first kiss by the sunset

We moved in together , claimed our proprieties

We showered each other with love

But

every beautiful thing has an ugly side somehow

And not every love story has a happy ending

You started coming home late ,

We rarely talked to each other

You used to tell me that you loved me

We don't make love anymore , ever since you called her name instead of mine

I was devastated

I was hurt , but didn't say anything

Cause I didn't wanna lose you

I tried to win you over again

Maybe save this relationship

But all I was met with is denial and a fake smile

The smile I came to adore .......

has now faded completely

and so did mine

I see how you smile at her

Your eyes filled with love

You were the one to smile at me

me ...

Your eyes held sympathy when ever I feel the need of you being with me

I don't know you anymore

I know that sparkle of love is gone

And all I'm left with is broken memories and questions

What happened ?

How could you not need me no more ?