they don't see what I see (Complete)

trust

What is trust for you ?

Did this question ever pop up in your mind ?

Why don't I trust people?

Some people go like " I trust no one , you never know when they're  going to betray you "

" I keep all my secrets to my self"

And for a moment , I agree with them and try to convince myself that that is the reality we live in

But I never really do

I sat and thought about it , what are the secrets I keep from everyone

Though and though about it

there's none

I've  got nothing to hide

I absolutely do , and some may relate to me

And that's the thing about being shamelessly yourself

I own who I am , so you can't hold that against me

I don't have to be living in fear of someone exposing who i am as a character

Trust is what we are missing now , no one trust one another

You think that's smart no that's awful

Sure there are somebounderies and things only you and God know

Dont go out in public being like " I have diarrhea people " that's not it

But trust is what keeps us together , as a unite

We lost that,  we really did

Where are we going with this

Why do i feel like I'm one among few people who still want to hold on into that ?

Where did that fear come from?

Its not only the fear of getting exposed , it's the fear of getting Judged of something we dont like about our selves

We are not perfect , we go through troubles and depresstion

We go through ups and down

If we don't what's gonna shape us a unique person ?

Yes I have my hard times 
Yes I didn't love myself before
Yes I wanted to give up and did wrong things

But guess what

I made it through
I love myself now
I worked hard and achieved what i want

My past is not something you can hold against me

And this is something i strongly believe in :

I was a person last night
I'm a new person today
I will be a better person tomorrow