My (Un) logical words

Honestly

You should be used to this,
Not really proud of it,
But used to it.
It's not that hard,
Just remember that it's the same thing,
The same thing happening everyday.
I've gotten used to it,
All the torture.
It's not like anyone's going to save us,
Me and you.
You said you love me right,
Well then stay strong.
Don't let them get to you,
Just stay calm.
Remember there's always people out there who love you,
But Just can't be there to rescue you.
And I'm really sorry that I'm telling you to be strong,
When I'm not strong enough to save us both.
They said they love us,
That's why they adopted us.
But then,
Why abuse us.
I really do love you,
Friend.
I know this sounds like a suicide note,
But that's because it is.
I hope you can be stronger than me and find peace,
Because honestly we all know that I could never get used to it.
Love,
Me, your dearest soulmate❤.