Is this love?

Chapter 18~ It Isn't Fair.

I tried calling Shawn but it went to voicemail yet again. 

"Hey Shawn it's me. Please call me back. I love you." I hung up and laid the hospital phone down. 

Thanks to Shawn I don't have my phone, car, money, anything. Kelly and I have no way to leave here and she gets released in two hours. 

"So what exactly happened between you two again?" Kelly asked. 

I sighed. I've explained this to her three times already. With all of the medication she is on right now it's hard for her to remember some things. Like what day it is, what time it is, things you tell her. Thank God Kelly only has to stay on the medication for a few weeks. 

"Shawn and I decided to work things out between us. The night they woke you up Shawn had went to get us something to eat and when he came back he walked into Dr. Adam's kissing me. I wasn't kissing him he kind of just laid it on me. Shawn left and I haven't seen or talked to him since." I explained.

"Dirty bastard." 

I laughed at her response. She said the same thing each time I told her. 

Shawn not answering me is really starting to worry me. What if something happened to him, what if he moved on. So many things could've happened to him. I love him so much. He wouldn't even stop to listen to what I had to say, or even think it could be true. I could never purposely hurt him. 

"Have you gone to his house?" Kelly asked. 

I shook my head. "I've stayed here with you." 

"Oh yeah. That's right." She said nodding her head. 

I chuckled and ran my hands threw my hair. As upset as I am with Shawn and what happened I am still happy and relieved that Kelly is awake and well. 

"So what are we going to do?" Kelly asked.

"About?"

"Our stuff that's in Pennsylvania. Our car. Are we going to move back into our apartment?" 

I haven't really thought any of this threw. I don't have an answer to any of her questions.

"I don't have any money. All of my stuff is at Shawn's." I said.

"I have about fifty dollars. Do you think that will get us to Shawn's house in a taxi?" 

I nodded my head. "Yeah. His house is only about twenty minutes from here." 

I helped Kelly fill out her release papers and helped her get her stuff together. 

"You finally get to leave, huh?" Dr. Adam's said walking in. 

Kelly didn't say anything she just looked at me then glared at him. 

I gave Kelly a look that let her know to stop. 

"Mm yeah." She spat.

"I've already talked to you about your medicine. You need to make an appointment  with your doctor for a follow up to get your stitches out. If you get even a small headache come back here immediately. You need to rest and get a lot of sleep. Your body has been through a lot." Dr. Adam's rambled on. 

Kelly nodded her head and listened to what Dr. Adam's was saying.

Kelly stood up and grabbed her clutch that had been brought along with her.

"Beyonce..." Dr. Adam's said grabbing my arm.

I sucked my teeth and stopped in my tracks. I just want to leave and not think about what happened.