Is this love?

Chapter 33~ Thanksgiving Guests'

"You had no right to tell him!" I yelled. 

"He has a right to know! That effects him too." 

"No Kelly, it is my choice. Him and I are not married there for it is my choice weather I would like to live or not." I said. 

I could feel my blood boiling. What right does she think she has? This is our relationship, not hers. This is my body, my disease, my choice.

I looked at Shawn for the first time since I found out about the whole ordeal. He looked upset, a little angry, and really confused. 

"Just leave." I said turning my attention back to Kelly. 

"What?" 

"You heard me, L-E-A-V-E." I said. 

"I stay here." 

I laughed, this bitch. "Get out. I'm not playing Kelly. This is our relationship and you have no part in it. I don't need you all up in our buisness and you obvisouly can't stay out of it. So, just leave." 

It looked like my words hurt her. Part of me felt bad but the other part didn't give a fuck. I'm done giving a fuck. 

"Where am I supposed to go? I have no where. Your little hunk of a man over here decided I needed to be his pet and put me on a chain. I have no home, car, nothing. I have nothing. So tell me, please. Where the hell am I supposed to go?" 

"FIND A DAMN PLACE!" I yelled. 

Her smart ass mouth and attitude is about to piss me off. 

"Whatever. Jay I'm out I'll be back whenever she gets over her little bitch fit." 

I stared at the ground and shook my head. 

After I heard the door shut I looked up at Shawn. 

He propped his elbows on his knees and covered his mouth. 

"So talk to me." I said. 

He shook his head and just stared at me. 

"Shawn." 

He didn't say anything. 

"Baby, please." 

He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

"No. You have apparently made up your mind and I have no say in it." 

*****

I cuddled up to my body pillow. Shawn refuses to sleep with me so he is sleeping in the guest room. If I give him space I'm hoping everything will be fine. 

I looked at the clock that read 3:15 a.m.

That's the only shitty part. I can't sleep without him.

I listened to the rain as it hit against the window. 

I nearly pissed my pants as I heard a crack of thunder. 

I grabbed my pillow and ran out of the room. I walked into the guest room and Shawn looked at me. 

"What are you doing?" He asked as I crawled on the bed. 

I didn't answer him I just pulled down the coveres and hid my head. 

"Dammit Beyonce." 

"That's not fair. You know I'm afraid of storms." I said. 

He sighed then pulled me over onto his chest. 

"I'm still mad at you." He said. 

I sighed and rubbed his chest, "I'm still mad at you too." 

"What? Why?" 

"I'm not sure yet. I'll let you know when I find out." 

He chuckled and kissed the top of my head. 

I held onto him tighter as I heard another crack of thunder. 

Soon after that I fell asleep as Shawn ran his hands over my butt. 

****

"Bey wake up." Shawn said as he shook my shoulder. 

"Huh?" I said without opening my eyes. 

"Your mom wants to talk to you." 

My mom? 

I opened my eyes and took the phone out of his hand. 

"Hello?" I said. 

"Hey babygirl, how you doin?" 

"I'm doin. How bout' you?" 

"Good, good. Can't complain." She said with her comforting southern accent. 

"So what's up? Is something wrong?" I asked. 

"No. I have a surprise babygirl." 

"Yeah?" 

"Yeah. Turns out Don has some family in Brooklyn and we are coming there for Thanksgiving." 

My eyes widened. Some surprise. 

"Oh really?" I said trying to keep it cool and calm. 

"Yeah. How does that sound since we haven't spent a Thanksgiving together in forever I figured I could come, see you, your home, friends, you know? Get to know my daughter." 

"That sounds great momma." 

"Well good we will be there next week." 

"Well I guess I'll see you then." I said. 

"You will. Love you hunny." 

"Love you too." 

I pressed end and held the phone on my lap. Well damn. 

"So what was that about?" Shawn asked. 

"We have guest for thanksgiving." 

"Your mom?" He asked. 

"Yep." 

His eyes widened. 

"Yeah, I know." 

OH. OH. OH. Sorry for the short update. Ugh. I have no time anymore and it makes me sad bc I love writing and I never have time to update. But on a happy note my beyday was Wednesday :D Turnip. 
But anywhore, how do you think Thanksgiving will go? Comment and let me know if you have any ideas or suggestions about the story because I'm a little confused on where I'm going with this &&& I love your feedback so muchhh :) Comment & Vote (: