7- First And Last Love

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"Oh my god!" I shout as I bolt awake from my slumber

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"Oh my god!" I shout as I bolt awake from my slumber. Matthew stretches his body beside of mine and yawns.

"What's wrong with my babygirl?" He smiles a beautiful smile at me as he tangles his hand through my hair.

"Your family! We fell asleep here last night." I panicked and referred to the magnificent hotel room.

"It's okay, babe. I told them we got snowed into this hotel." He giggled as he circled an arm around my waist.

"Now, come back to bed and stop worrying. We're fine." He laughed as he pulled me back down to his side and cuddled into my neck. I giggled at the sudden breath that hit my neck and the wetness that escaped his mouth, I identified the wetness as his tounge.

"Stop." I chuckled. I felt his smirk against my skin. He snatched the blanket off of our freezing bodies and got on top of me and attached his lips to my collar bone.

"Make me." He challenged me. I smirked and grabbed his groin. He moaned in surprise.

"Damn, Claire. Fuck!" He groaned as I started to palm him through his jeans. He was a moaning mess, rolling his eyes in the back of his head and, his mouth being agape.

"Kiss me." I stretched out my words as I whispered them in his ear seductively. I saw a sneak peek of the little erection already popping out.

He smashed his lips to mine and plunged his tounge into my mouth without warning. My eyes opened wide when he did that but, when I realized what was happening... I moaned a deep and passionate moan.

His hands were beginning to travel down my body and I was getting nervous and afraid. "Matthew, s-stop." My voice was becoming shaky.

He ignored me and tugged my shirt off of my body. "Matthew, I'm not ready." I said clearly but, he didn't care and as he was about to slip off my jeans I felt tears well up into my eyes.

"Matthew, please stop." I pleaded but, it was as if I was speaking a foreign language. He was unbuttoning my pants, I knew I had to take a stand.

"MATTHEW! GET OFF OF ME!" I yelled and pushed him away from me as quick as I possibly could, with all of my might.

"YOU NEVER GIVE ME ANYTHING! WHAT THE FUCK! IF I CAN'T DO ANYTHING WITH YOU THEN, NO ONE EVER WILL!" He screamed before slapping me across the face.

The blow hurt and it stung like hell, it not only hurt my body but, it hurt my heart. It was as if an arrow was shot through my heart and it was pierced through everything in this 'relationship'. I put my heart and soul into it and he put a contract into it instead. I hit the floor after the blow because of its intensity.

Once he realized what he had done his eyes softened, and tears filled them. Then, he had the balls to jump up and rush over to me to try to help me. "Baby-" He doesn't deserve to talk through this, I'm done being 'little miss innocent'!

"YOU STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! YOU NEVER LOVED ME! THAT CONTRACT IS LIKE YOU ASKING ME FOR SEX ONLY AND NO LOVE! WELL, GUESS WHAT!? NEWS FLASH, I DON'T DO IT UNLESS LOVE IS INVOLVED!" I shouted at him. He backed away from me and the tears started to spill from his beautiful brown eyes.

"I do love you, babe. Don't ever think I don't love you. I'll never stop loving you but, please. Just don't go. I need you in my life. Your the key to my happiness, baby, you really are." He cried.

"WELL THEN YOU CAN LIVE WITHOUT HAPPINESS I GUESS BECAUSE, I'M LEAVING!" I exclaimed as I was pulling my clothes onto my small body.

"Baby, no. Please. I'll do anything to make you stay, to make you love me. Please, stay." He begged as he fell to his knees in front of me. I can't keep doing this, staying when I have nothing to stay for.

"I'm going to get my stuff from your house. Don't come looking for me." I state sternly. I started to head for the door when someone spun me around with a tight grip on my wrist. My lips came into contact with another soft pair, my eyes opened wider when realization of these familiar lips being, Matthew's. I pulled away and slapped him.

"That's how it felt!" I gritted through my teeth, leaving him to cry on the hotel room floor.

It hurts me so bad to see him in tears. If he only knew that I'm walking to my car with tears scrolling down my cheeks because it pains me to see him crying. I hurt him. So bad. I didn't want to hurt him in any way or form. But, I did. He'll never love me again. But, I'll never stop loving him.

He is my first love. He will be my last.

I jumped into my car and started the engine. As I was driving down the road, my phone rang, I pushed awnser and I cleared my throat before speaking.

"Hello." Instead of my voice coming out starting and independent, it came out shaky and loose.

"Princess? Princess, come back." I noticed the familiar voice as Matthew's.

"I-i can't. I hurt you. I can't see you. I-i'll just break down." I whispered as I chewed on my bottom lip to hold in my cries.

"No, no. Princess, you didn't hurt me because you wanted to, I know I deserved that and I know that I don't deserve you but... I just need you Claire." Hearing those words I released my tears, and with him stating that...

I turned around.

I jumped out of the car and zipped through the halls, completely forgetting that my phone was still on call while in my car.

I opened the door to face a crying into his hands Matt who is on his knees. I rushed over to him and pried his hands away from his face, he looked up at me and smiled as I bent down and connected our lips.

The kiss had fireworks bursting through our bodies and into eachothers hearts.

We pulled away and I looked down, feeling guilty about all of this. Matt places his index finger under my chin and pecked my lips. He pulled away and smiled his million dollar smile at me.

"I want you to be my first and last love, Claire."

"And, I want you to be my first and last love, Matt."

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