His Assistant, His Princess, His.

11- Wondering

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"Claire!" I whine as I watch her rolling out of bed, attempting to stand up and get ready to go to work.

"But, Matty Boy." She whinned as she dragged out the letter 'y' in 'boy'. She can be so cute at times.

"I don't want to go to work." She fake cried in my arms, trying to get out of this, and unfortunately it was working.

"We have to baby, I'm sorry." I giggled at her whining. She snuggled her face in my chest as we rocked back and fourth on the carpeted floor.

"Pwease, don't make me go." She pleaded in a cute little baby voice.

"Okay, baby, we can stay home. Just for you." I whispered to her and kissed her temple.

She giggled a bit before closing her mouth immediately as it filled with a substance I thought was air but, I was wrong when she bolted to the bathroom. I followed behind her and held her hair back as I rubbed up and down her back. She was puking... a whole hell of a lot.

Now, I see wht she didn't 2ant to go to work... she's sick. She could've just told me that.

"I NEED A PREGNANCY TEST, NOW!" She screamed. I froze.

I got her pregnant.

Wait, no. We don't know yet, if she's pregnant or not.

I ran to our room and took one out of my dresser. I always keep them in the house, don't ask me why.

I ran over to her and handed it to her. She closed the door in my face, leaving me to face the one emotion I don't want to face: curiosity.

Wondering if she is or not. Wondering if I'll have a child. Wondering it's sex. Wondering what kind of talks we'll have. Wondering what would happen to me and Clarissa...

She came out crying with a pregnancy test. I ran over to her and grabbed her. "Whatever it is baby... I'll always love you." I whispered to her before kissing her cheek.

She sobbed as she held out the test for me to see... 2 lines = Pregnant.

There were two lines.

Not one... two... dos.

"Y-your p-pr-pregnant." I stuttered.

"Your g-gonna leave me n-now. Just like you did to A-aqua." She sobbed. That defiantly caught my attention.

She thinks that I would leave her. It breaks my heart to see her like this and heat her say that.

"No baby, I'm gonna be here. I'm gonna raise this little baby with you. I'm never gonna let go of you or this little being inside of you."

"That's a fucking promise." I stated as I planted a kiss on her forehead then, on her stomach.

I kneeled in front of her tummy and started to talk to it.

"I'll always be here for you, little one. You and your mother both are my world and I'll never let either of you slip through my grasp. Do you understand?"

Knowing I wouldn't receive an awnser for a little over a year... I grabbed Claire's hand and we walked to the couch, downstairs to have a resting day.

I kissed her cheek as I sat her on the couch and I went to get some food for us and the baby.

Everything is changing.

It's no longer me and Clarissa.

It's us: me, Clarissa, and our baby.

If it's a boy I want to name it... Liam.
If it's a girl I want to name it... Emma.

I walked back over to the couch with my arms full of the junkiest food you could ever imagine.

Bitch, you better not be judging.

"I love you."

"I love you and this little one inside of you."