Facing the Wind

Chapter 1. Because I'm scared

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~Flash Back~

(Anyiece's POV)

I sat at the edge of his bed tying my shoe laces back up. When I was finished I took a deep breath and pushed my Brown curls with out of my face. "An, come er' " I crawled to him on the bed, he pulled me closer to him so that I was sitting on his lap. "why do you do this Ani"

"do what?" I played with my fingers acting like i didn't know what he was talking about.

"Don't start this shit, you know exactly what I'm talking about" I stayed quiet still playing with my fingers "Ani, look at me " his grip on my waist loosened but he never let go of my hips.

I looked up at his light brown eyes and I could see the hurt in them. If anyone knew Lamont Eyan Jones it was me. I could tell his every emotion just by looking in his eyes. Me and him have a lot in common. We both grew up in shitty houses full of people who don't give 2 fucks about us. I never could tell who had it worse, him growing up with his father as the head drug lord in the Bronks and never being able to see him. And a step mother that hates him and doesn't even acknowledge his existence, or me.. growing up inna foster home with a mother and father that constantly tell me how worthless I am, and how no one loves me. I'm really starting to think that our life crossed paths with each other for a reason but who knows. I never was the one to believe in faith to me this was all just a coincidence.

"You always shut me out. I want you to talk to me, tell me what's going on." He turned my body around so that I was now on his lap facing him with both my legs on either side of him. " why can't you just let me in "

~End of Flash Back~

My life has always been a fucked up puzzle. I can't even feel comfort in my own home, I'm only 16 and I've already witnessed so many deaths, 2 being my parents. Before I met Lamont my life was upside down, he saved me... But now I feel bad because I came to believe that I can't trust anyone. No one was ever here for me, I never had a shoulder to cry on, not even a friend. I've always isolated myself from other people, but because of my past. ... How can you blame me?

Lamont is my heaven on earth. He makes me feel like no other person has. He gives me comfort, assurance, He gives me life... I would be nothing with out him. But why can't I just let him in ?

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