Facing the Wind

Chapter 6

A weeks past and Ty is still in a coma. Everyone is taking it bad especially me. Some nights I can't sleep just because I'm up thinking about if he's going to make it or not. I swear on my Dead mother and father once I find who did this to him, it's lights out. I  went to visit him 3 times this week and  I never see Audrea there, cause hmmm if that was my man I would've been on this case like syrup on pancakes.

I'm laying in my bed staring at the ceiling. I have this side of me that people don't see. Any one can look at me and think I have everything, the perfect life, no worries or regrets. But little do they know i have absolutely nothing, Nothing at all. Nothing to life for, nothing to motivate me to wake up in the morning. I'm just here just to be here, and sometimes I think the world would be a better place if I wasn't on it.  Until I realize I have people that actually love me and care for me. It might not be the people that I would expect but I do have people that would die for me.

My phone rings knocking me out of my thoughts. I roll over on the bed and pick up my phone I read the name "Bestfranddd".

"Hello"  I said sitting up

"Girl are you still in bed it's almost 3 in the afternoon." I move the phone from my face to check the time 2:48PM "Me and kamora are going to the mall to get our minds off all the crazy shit that's going on. "

"Oh really" I ask not really interested in what they were doing.

"Yeah.. do you wanna come or..."

"Nahh I'm not really in the mood for the mall. I'll chill with yall later"

"An wassup with you.  You're not the same.. you don't wanna do anything anymore you don't even wanna get out of bed if you don't have to. I'm worried about you, we all are. When are you gonna snap out of it and get back into the swing of things. What happened to Tyrese was none of your fault, you need to pull your self together. I hate seeing you like this. "

Tears start flowing again.  What have I become.  Why am I letting this get to me like this. I know she's right like she always is, but I just can't help it. "I have to go" I say then hang up.

I wipe my face and go into the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror. I look lifeless, pale, broken.  I wash my face and brush my teeth then go downstairs to the kitchen. When I see my foster father I turn around quick and walk back upstairs. I got dressed and walked out the door as fast as I can . I went in my car and started on my way to the trap house.

I walked in the unlocked house. Anthony and Jordan was sitting on the couch smoking. I plopped down on the couch in between them and put my hair into a high messy bun. I crossed my legs on the couch and laid my head on the Anthony. 

"You good An" Ant asked

" mhm" was all I said. I closed my eyes. I opened them when I felt him put his arm around me. For once I felt at ease, like I had no care in the world, nothing to worry about. I looked over at Jordan, he gave me a weak smiled and turned his head.

I closed my eyes again "Do you think he's gonna make it" I asked quietly.

" An common let's not talk about that right now. " Ant said

I nodded my head and sat up slowly.  "Are you not scared" I looked him right in his light brown eyes. He closed his eyes and turned his head.

"Of course I am An. Why wouldn't I be?"

I shrugged my shoulders, and stood up. Can we go out to eat I haven't eaten in forever I feel like I'm loosing my figure." I put my hands on my hips. Anthony and Jordan shot their heads at me. Anthony let out a chuckle and shook his head.

Jordan smiled big and jumped up " Hell yeah a niggas hungry"

I laughed "Fat ass". I pulled Anthony up off the couch " common Ant pleaseeeee for me"

He smiled he started walking to the door and we followed.