Facing the Wind

Chapter 3. New Me

It's been 2 years since he's been gone and ever since then I've been a whole new person. my small A cups went to a firm 36 C cup. My hips were wide as a mother fucka and I had the big booty to match. No one could tell me what to do any more and I damn sure didn't need a man to help me get though my problems. I've learned to forgive and forget, so as far as my foster mother goes.... that crack head can suck my dick. Her new boyfriend ain't no better, he's the one giving her the coke she stay sniffing on a daily basis.

After Lamont disappeared I figured I would have to learn to start living on my own. I mean, I dont know why I ever thought I needed some nigga to help me out cause at the end of the day I'm the only one who has my back. Well me and my squad. In my squad it's Me... Kamora & Kamani they are twins the most craziest bitches you would ever meet, but they are the total opposites Kamora (Kaykay) is more down to earth, fun and understanding one but she got no problem fucking up a bitch or a nigga when it's called for. Now Kamani (Mani) She's the loud ratchet one that always loves to be in the spot light, if it ain't about her squad her family or some nigga that she been fucking with then she don't give a damn about it. We have Jordan (J)and Jasmine (Jazzy) the power couple. They do everything together and they always playing around ... They were like the perfect couple. Jazzy was the closes to me and I'm not gunna lie I was sort of jealous of her and J's relationship but as a good friend I was nothing but happy for her. I have niggas throwing the selfs at me all the time, but I haven't found the one worth actually being committed to. We also have Anthony (Ant) and Jennifer (Jen) now they hated each other they were always arguing and coming at each others throats. We did nothing but laugh at their serious bickering. Last but not least we have Tyrese (Ty) , The finest caramel nigga you would see in your life. I've always had a thing for him and his muscular body.. He had everything a woman could ask for in a man. But he never had Interest in me, and the worst part is he had a girl... Audrea,  I mean she was cool or what ever but she was standing in my way. She always had to be clipped to his hip like a damn lost puppy it made me sick.

I've tried everything to get his attention but nothing ever worked cause this bitch gotta be all on his dick 24/7. it was clear to everyone that I was inlove with the boy, I dont know how he didn't notice. Quiet frankly I was getting impatient waiting for him to notice me. It's like he had no taste in women. Audrea was 5'11 real skinny with no boobs and no ass. I won't lie she had a pretty face and her light brown eyes was in competition with my hazel/green eyes but either way she was at least a 6.5 and I was almost at a 9.

But anyways let me get back to my clique and what we do. We sell drug .. yup you would've never thought huh? We sell everything from Haze to Cocain. We all worked for the big boss.. Ace. Ace was a no nonsense type of guy he wanted the job done when it needed to be done no excuses.  and he always comes to us 8.. Ace leaves the little jobs to the other people and when he needs a big job done he calls us, whether it's killing someone that ain't give his his money on time or raiding a whole warehouse and killing more than 50 people in the prosses... We were the ones for the job. Ace has been getting upset cause Tyrese  been bringing Aundrea on our runs, Ace would always tell us "Business over pleasure" he would warn Ty about getting caught up one day because Audrea slowed him down.

In the past 2 years I haven't been in a real relationship. I would fuck a nigga here and there but I ain't a hoe. I had no problem letting a nigga have a taste for my pleasure but I never took it too far. I would let them eat my pussy then be gone in he morning before they wake up never call again and that's just how it is. I got to much going on to waste time with a nigga that's just gunna fuck me over at the end. I would never put pleasure over business and Boss never had to worry about it.

As far as me I would just do what I have to do and make my money I will be 18 in a couple of months and I already saved up over $50,000 to move outa that hell hole.

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