Just moxiety oneshots

I'm not okay (I promise)

If you watched the one video that Thomas Sanders made Q&A with Sanders sides, you'll understand the title.
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*Virgil's pov*

     I was in my room when I heard Patton laughing. I am pretty much in a bad mood all day until I hear Patton's laugh. It's just adorable... He, is adorable. Of course I would never actually say this to him. I've had a crush on him for years now, and I've never told anyone... It's starting to hurt me now more than it ever did. I always have to keep this a secret. I'm sure he doesn't like me back anyways.

He's always hanging out with someone else, I start getting jealous... then, I start to hurt myself, mostly emotionally I try not to hurt myself physically... but it's getting harder and harder, every day seeing him and not being able to hug him and never let go, not being able to kiss him, not being able to call him mine... I always tell myself he hates you, he doesn't need you or care about you.

When he dose talk to me I feel myself slipping, slipping to tell him I love him, but I always get to anxious. Hey, I guess that's why they call me anxiety... Well I'm gonna go cry myself to sleep so yeah...

*Patton's pov*

I was laughing at Roman's joke when I heard light crying from upstairs. I walked up and heard it was coming from Virgil's room I tapped on the door and said "hey Virg, you okay?"

I heard sniffs and then a "yeah I'm fine... Who is it?"
"It's Patton. Can I come in?"
"Uh.... Sure, I guess."
I open the door to see him in a ball on the floor. His face red from wiping away tears.
"Oh my goodness, are you okay!?" I ask running over to him.

"... No... I'm not okay (I promise sorry had to put it in there.)
"What's wrong?" I ask rubbing his arm and felling bumps, when I touched his arm he flinched away.
"Please don't touch my arm... It hurts."
"... Why were there bumps on your arm?" I asked as I rolled up his sleeve, ignoring the fact that he had told me to stop, I uncovered scratches and scars.

"STOP! Please..."
"V-Virgil... What happened. What did you do!?"
"I did this because... Because... I-I... UGH never mind I'll never be able to say it out loud."
"Virgil you can tell me anything. I am and always will be here for you. No matter what." I put my finger under his chin so he would look at me.

"I-I like you..." He said as he winced back.
"Well I like you to vir-"
"No you don't understand... I love you more then just a friend..."
I stared at him speechless.
"... W-what?" I managed to get out.
"I love you Patton. But you probably don't love me back..."
"...of course I love you Virgil." I said with a stupid smile on my face as I got closer to him.
"R-really. Your not just saying that out of pitty."

"No of course not!" I say hugging him close.
"... I made those marks on myself because I thought you didn't care about me... You were always with someone else and you don't talk to me a lot."
"Aww kiddo I'm sorry. I've been really busy lately and I rarely have time to visit you guys."
"Then why do you visit the others."
"Well, because they don't stay in there room all day... And I pass your room and think about going in and then I realise that I have a project, and don't have time."

"Oh, so you mean you would talk to me but you are to busy?"
"Exactly. Do you forgive me?"
"Of course I do Patton who couldn't."
"Aww alright then kiddo. Thank you for giving me a second chance." I say as I kiss his cheek.
"Um, what w-was that f-for."
"It was because I love you!"
"Oh... I-I love you to." He says as he takes my hand and kisses me.
"Oh! I was not expecting that." I say after the few minutes we were kissing.

"Um, did you not like it?"
"No I didn't like it... I LOVED IT!" (Sorry for him being so excited over a kiss.) I say as I kiss him again. When we pulled away we heard squealing.
"AHHHH IT'S SO ADORABLE!!!" I hear Roman say. When we looked at him we both blushed violently.
"Roman." I say as he smiles widely.
"What, that was cute! You two had a moment."
"Get out of my room Roman!" I hear Virgil hiss.

"Virg! Don't be so rude."
"Sorry. Please go away princy."
"Better I guess" I say laughing.
"Fine. You to love birds have fun."
"Wait before you leave Roman." I say as I grab Virgil and kiss him.
"Awwwwwwww, tooooo cute. Okay goodbye you two."
"Mhm."
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Aww that was cute! Okay by the way one more thing before you go.

I am the walrus!

Another video reference.