Dear Jason ~About to tell you~

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Dear Jason,

I was about to tell you, you know. I was ready. I was going to tell you the night you disappeared. Tell you what, you may ask? Tell you my feelings. Feelings about you. But you disappeared. Over those eight months, Octavian kept on pestering me to have a re-election. I said no, I knew you were still out there. And that you would come back, and when you come back, I would finally tell you. But then Percy came. He destroyed my home before, I was afraid he was going to do it again. When he first came, I offered him the praetor ship. He declined. For a girl. I guess he really did love her. I wish someone could love me like that. I tried to make a move on him, maybe I'd finally move on from you. But again, he declined, for Annabeth. He must really love her. Anyways, back to the point. He went on a quest. And came back, with the eagle. I was surprised. But I was even more surprised when he saved Camp Jupiter. Maybe, just maybe, him destroying my old home was fate. When we raised him after the battle, he couldn't say no. I had a new partner. I wouldn't be shouldering a job meant for two. But in the Senate Meeting Percy told me that you were coming. I was happy. I could finally tell you. But you came. With a girl. And I didn't know what to think. I didn't know how I felt. So I put on the mask, the mask that I wear everyday. I saw Percy and Annabeth's reunion. It was unfair. Why couldn't my relationship be as easy as theirs? Why couldn't you remember me the way Percy remembered Annabeth? Why couldn't somebody look at me, the way Percy looks at Annabeth. Why couldn't somebody love me?

I thought you were my saving Grace.

-R

A/N:

I felt the need to write this.. and, if you look closely, just a hint of Percabeth ;)

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