It took me about another week before I felt up to talking to Changbin. I had taken my time, and sorted out my feelings and had come to the conclusion that I wanted Changbin to like me so bad, that I was just about willing to do anything.
But there was another half of me that was saying he would just break my heart again and that maybe I should go for a more stable person, like Woojin.
I was torn between two guys. They were both cute as hell, took care of me, and could make me laugh, which was a huge turn-on.
I was lost, truly lost. I wanted to text Chan, but I felt this was something I should figure out on my own, and something that I would figure out over time. So I tried not to worry about it too much.
GarbageBinnie
aussiehoe:
hey Changbin..
GarbageBinnie:
ohmygodfeliximsosorrypleasedontbemadatmeanymoreicantstandnottalkingtoyouyou'remybestfriendplease
aussiehoe:
I'm not mad anymore, Binnie
GarbageBinnie:
Thank god.. I missed you Lix, like... a lot a lot. I wanna see you and like hug you and continuously say I'm sorry cuz you don't deserve what I did Oof
aussiehoe:
we can meet up then. Uhhh.. in thirty minutes, let's meet under that old willow tree in the park.
GarbageBinnie:
Yes I completely agree, see you then Lix
I got butterflies when he said my nickname that strictly only Seo Changbin was allowed to use. It made a little bit of hope spike up in the pit of my stomach for some reason. Maybe this really could work. I mean, he did seem really sorry. Maybe he just fucked up..
I hope so anyhow.
I ended up just wearing gray sweatpants, a black t-shirt, and a pair of colorful, mix-matched socks before slipping on random shoes that I threw by the front door.
Before I left, I put on a SnapBack to hide my lions mane of hair and put a little concealer under my eyes so that it hid the evidence of the endless hours I was awake as well as a little eyeliner on my eyes to make me look not so dead.
I grabbed my phone, throwing on a random jumper and sliding it into the pocket of said jumper before starting outside.
I really wasn't dressing to impress anyone, I just wanted to see Changbin.
I arrived at the willow tree soon after, sitting in the grass and waiting for the familiar black-headed man to arrive. As I was waiting, I began to absent-mindedly pick at the grass, letting out a gentle sigh. And when someone tapped my shoulder from behind, I jumped and was snapped out of my thoughts before looking back and seeing the person I desired to see. I stood slowly, nervously playing with the end of my jumper.
"A-Ah.. h-hi Changbin.." I stuttered and then mentally slapped myself for doing so. But I was surprised when the shorter hugged me harshly. I felt his body start to shake against mine and I let out a soft sigh, feeling him bury his head into my neck. Soft, salty tears rolled down my neck and I groaned.
"Ah, jeez.. don't cry, Binnie.." I whispered softly and embraced him back, wrapping my arms around him as he continued to sob.
I guess this affected him too.
"I missed you, Lix," he almost whined, sobbing softly. "And I'm so sorry, I'm such an asshole.."
"Y-You... okay, you acted like an asshole, yes. But I know the soft B-Binnie.. you're not an asshole, you just act like one sometimes," I said and chuckled softly, which caused him to lightly laugh.
"Yeah.. I can act like an asshole. Man," he paused, pulling away and wiping his tears. "..I fucked up, Lix.. and I feel horrible about it."
I nodded after he said this, sighing softly and wiping my neck, then wiping my hand on my jumper. I felt bad for him, but I didn't know why. Probably just because I knew it affected him too, not just me. If I'm being real, it probably affected everyone somehow. Like Chan and Woojin wasting their time because I was being angsty. They all wasted their time because I was being angsty.
"C-Can you forgive me?" He asked softly and my heart melted a little when we locked eyes. He looked so sad, so distraught over the fact he hurt me. And in that moment, I made my decision.
Between the two, I wanted Changbin. And although I still found Woojin attractive and still kind of wanted to be with him, I knew Changbin and I were a better match.
"Yes, Binnie, I forgive you."
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A/N:
twO UPDATES IN THE SAME DAY(6)??? WOWZA
I'm so sorry lmao okay
Anyway, there will not be anymore Woolix after this, I had my fun, it's Changlix now bitches
Stay Cool 😎
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