eleven〰️changbin

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I was so happy that Felix forgave my stupidness. I even broke down in front of him, in his arms, when I saw him. It just hurt to see him like that. He had dark circles under his eyes and he looked like he hadn't slept for days and when he did sleep, he cried himself to sleep. And knowing I caused that was what broke me down in front of him.
It was nice to be back into his embrace again. And when I was hugging him, I felt so safe, so secure in his arms.
That was the one time I will ever let something get to me ever again.
I had to stay strong, especially for Felix. And I knew I wasn't ever going to hurt him like that ever again. I couldn't even if I wanted to. He's too much of a sweetheart to do that to.
We ended up going to a nearby coffee shop to talk over things. Coincidentally, it was the same coffee shop that Seungmin and Hyunjin managed to find jobs at.
When we walked in together, I could see Hyunjin and Seungmin both burst into smiles. They must know how douchy I was to Felix too then and seeing us together, I guess, would make them happy.
"Hey guys!" the younger, red-headed man greeted us, and then dropped his voice a little lower, leaning across the counter. "Is everything okay between you two? I hate seeing you guys mad at each other. You guys are best friends," Seungmin almost whined, smiling a little when Hyunjin wrapped an arm around his waist.
"Ah, I think w-we're okay.." Felix looked at me for confirmation and I nodded eagerly, looking down to hide my slightly puffy face.
"Great!" Seungmin said quite loudly before looking over at Hyunjin, smiling still, kissing his cheek, and then shooing him off. "What can I get you guys then?" he asked us and I hesitated. I actually hadn't thought of that before, I just wanted to work things out with Felix.
"Uhm... I'll have a latte, extra cream.. B-Binnie," he hesitated to use my nickname again and looked at me. "What do you want?" He asked and I hesitated as well.
"Uhh.. lemme see.. I'll just have a Cappuccino," I said and they nodded.
"Anything to eat? We've got cookies and doughnuts here," Seungmin asked and I perked up at cookies.
I mean, who doesn't love cookies?
"Ooh, cookies. Yes please. Peanut butter cookies," I ordered, looking over at Lix with a smile. I knew those were his favorites and I could see his blush when he realized I was ordering for him.
Of course, I might steal one cookie. Cookies are cookies man, I at least got to have one or two.
We found an isolated booth near the back of the coffee shop by the window and sat there across from each other. And faster than I thought, our drinks and cookies came and I smiled at Hyunjin.
"How's Seungmin?" I asked him, looking over at the red-head who was taking a lady with her kid's order.
"He's doing well. We're planning to go on a vacation soon," he smiled at me and I whined softly.
"I need a vacation!" I groaned and Felix giggled. Giggled I say!
"I'll take you on a vacation, Binnie. Just the two of us," he smiled softly and I felt my heart melt a little.
Maybe I really did like Felix.
I just figured those weird butterflies in the pit of my stomach were because I wasn't feeling well. But now, I'm not so sure.
"A-Alright, Lix," I stuttered and Hyunjin only chuckled at us, sending us both a smile.
We quickly began talking about what had happened and I explained my part of the story the best of my abilities.
"O-Okay well... just to point it out, I was drunk. Uhm... and I was angry at myself for being that reckless. I mean, that could've been anyone I could've done it with, so I was angry at myself for being reckless and careless. And I'm pretty damn oblivious too, so I guess I didn't realize.. that you liked me," I started and Felix laughed softly.
His laugh was beautiful. I wanted to hear it all the time if I could.
"You are pretty oblivious," he remarked and I sighed and went on.
"And I was still angry with myself when you texted. So when you texted me and kinda pushed wanting to know, I snapped and said something I didn't mean. I'm sorry, Lix... I felt really bad afterwards, trust me. I still feel bad.. a-and then.. Chan and Woojin texted me at nearly the same time the other day.." I started and he tilted his head to the side, urging me to go on.
"Felix, did you... cut because of me?"

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A/N:
cliffhanger ah ahahahah >:)
Do ya'll think I should do a little character Q&A or just stick to the story? I think it'd be fun but I would need questions from you guys so...?

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