~A couple days later~🐺Avas pov🐺
Starving. Hungry. You can't eat! You will get fat! Do you want to be fat!? No. No. Eating. Then. No eating. I sat on the bed with my knees up to my chest tears flowing from my eyes. It hurts but somehow the pain feels good. My hands went to my face. Your an idiot. You really think that he would love a fat stupid broken girl? L-leave me alone. Your making me starve myself. Are you not doing enough!? It will never be enough. Until. You know. Die. I froze at that sentence. I know it's just in my head but it still got to me. I heard a knock and wiped my tears away. "Come in" I said as my voice cracked a little. I saw Keith walk in. He sat next to me. "Are you ok?" He asked probably noticing my tears stains and puffy eyes and cheeks. I nodded. "Ava...Don't lie to me" he said. "I'm fine" I mumbled. He looked at me with sadness in his eyes. "Ava I know when you lying" I heard Bella. "So stop lying." She growled. "I said I'm fine" I said. "Ava s-" I cut then off. "Get out of my room!" I growled. They left and I was alone again. Pathetic! You are a disgrace to your whole family. Maybe that's why your father did that to you. Tears streamed down my face again. Flashbacks came to me. The beatings. Bottles hitting me. Glass shards digging into my skin as the glass beer bottles hit me. It hurt. But somehow it also felt good. Probably because I deserved it. You deserved every minute of it. My stomach growled loudly. "Ava. You should eat" I heard my brother. "I'm fine" I growled. "Ava. Eat" he said sitting down next to me and holding a plate. I shook my head. "Please Ava" I heard a familiar voice. "I mumbled and took the plate. "Now get out of my room. Both of you" I said. I slowly ate the food on the plate feeling sick and the voice disgracing me. I told you not to eat. They made me. Throw it away! Now. I'll throw it up later. Fine! I sigh and set the plate on the floor. Or maybe I can just sleep it off? I slowly fell asleep.
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For the next chapter I'm just gonna jump to season 7 because I want to. And I'm in the middle of watching it. OK bye for now.
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Fanfiction(photo is of them when they are older. This was originally my 'friends' but she decided not to write it anymore so I am rewriting it. ) Ava and Bella where two happy souls even though they had much to not be happy about. Read to find out more I gue...
