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Dear Jimin
Today it's Monday. Seokjin came over.
I felt the safest around Seokjin when Namjoon wasn't present. But today that changed when he started an conversation I didn't like at all. It was during lunch time when he started asking me question while we were eating. I hate talking while eating, you knew that the best. Sadly he didn't know and he kept asking questions.
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"How is it living with Namjoon?"
"Well, good. He is quiet and leaves me live in peace." Unfortunately he didn't get the point.
"Ah, I see. What do you guys talk about?"
"Nothing special."
"Sure? Namjoon looks really.."
"Really what?"
"Thoughtful. He is constantly thinking about stuff."
"You are only imagining it."
"No, I know him the best out of us all. He is never like this. But he doesn't tell me anything. I feel like it has something to do with Jimin."
"Why are you mentioning him?"
"Aren't you comfortable talking about him?"
"Clearly not!"
"But why? That doesn't make sense."
"Why doesn't it in your fucking opinion?!"
"Hey, no need to get mad! I visited Taehyung recently and he said something."
"What did this asshole say?!"
"..nothing. He just said something along the lines of you doing something which concerns Jimin but he was just rambling. He was hella nervous and then he said he didn't want to talk about it, which I respected."
"Oh really? So let me tell you that I don't want to talk about it either!"
"You three are hiding something.."
"What does it concern you?"
"Well, a lot. We are a family, Yoongi. We can't pretend like it doesn't concern us."
"Oh, now you are talking?! Aren't you the one pretending like the whole world is love, peace and harmony?!"
"T-That's a protective mechanism. I'm actually really sad about it and I just want to find out who- ..."
"Who what?!"
"Who.. killed him."
"Everyone knows by now that he was killed, so stop it. I don't want to talk about this Jin. If that's the only reason you are here you can leave because I'm not willing to speak about this."
"Why?"
"What why?"
"Wouldn't it feel.. better when you knew who killed him?"
"M-Maybe, I don't know. But what I know for sure is that I don't want to talk about it! So please stop and let's just eat."
"Fine.. But.. in case you want to find out.. there are some things I know."
"What do you mean?"
"I have some information you might not have and maybe they will help you."
"Mhm.. Thanks, I guess."
"But if you want to have that conversation you'll have to be prepared to learn things about Jimin you didn't know before."
"... aha."
"I'm just warning you, Yoongi. You are really important to me and I swore I would never tell anything to you but.. now that he is gone and nobody knows who killed him those information might be essential."
"Leave."
"What?"
"Please leave, Jin. I don't want to see you for the rest of the day."
"But Yoongi-"
"FUCKING LEAVE YOU MORON!! LEAVE THIS FUCKING HOUSE!!"
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And that was pretty much the end of the conversation. He was gone, I was left alone with tears and a cold lunch which did little to comfort me.
But Jimin.. What is he talking about..? What does he mean..? Is there really something I need to know..?
