My Suicidal Love Story

Fearless

One month later Ian and I were still very much a couple. We did most things together and hung out almost everyday. My parents were okay about the situation and they still gave me freedom. 

"Presentations" Mr. Garcia said. What was wrong with that man all his assignments were presentations I wouldn't mind having a test in that class for once. "Mackenzie why don't you go first!"

I slumped down in my chair trying to be unnoticed "Mackenzie are you going to do it?"

"Why bother we all now how it's going to go" I said negatively

He rubbed his temples in frustration "just try"

"Okay..." I said walking to the front of the classroom. I felt everyone's eyes on me, like they were all judging me. My face got red and my hands got sweaty.

"Umm..." I tried "the medical....industry...presentation" 

"My...presentation is...medical industry" I stutter trying to say more clearly. Ian got up from his desk and walked up to me.

"It's okay Mackenzie" he whispered softly in my ear

"Pretend like your talking to me" he said softly whilst hold my hand "I'll be here with you"

"Okay" I whispered softly as he rubbed my hands

"The medical industry is filled with loads of various business opportunities. It's an ever growing billion dollar industry. Health is the most valuable thing to a human. It is a broad industry comprised by several small subdivisions such as Primary, secondary, and tertiary health care. Healthcare is the most strictly regulated business because it is so valuable to human lives and directly involved." I said giving my presentation as I stared into Ian's gorgeous eyes. I felt so comfortable with him! Everyone clapped at the end of my presentation including Hailey which shocked me

"I did it!" I said hugging Ian as he kissed my cheek

"I knew you could do it" Ian said

"Booker, Sanford, take a seat" Mr. Garcia said continuing with class. That day after school I went to watch Ian during soccer practice before their soccer game. He was the soccer teams most valuable player! After soccer practice the stadium quickly began packed with students and teachers who were there to support the soccer team! Our team won four-one! Ian made two goals, a kid named Jose made one, and Jake made one as well!

"Congratulations on the two goals!!" I said crashing my body in a hug into Ian

He kissed me "Thanks Mac!"

"Let me just say you look totally hot in your soccer uniform!" I made an okay sign

"You don't mind that I'm all sweaty!!?" Ian asked shaking his wet hair like a dog as he put me in a playful head lock! His team mates and friends congratulated him!

"That last minute goal was sick man!!" A guy told Ian as he patted his back "Hey Mac!"

"Hey!" I told the stranger who obviously knew who I was.

"Can we go get a BigMAC!!" Ian said putting his arm around my neck as we walked "because I am starving!"

We got dinner and drove to his house that night!

"I have a question Ian" I said laying my head on Ian's lap as he sat on the couch

"Why do you like me?" I asked as I stared up into the ceiling

He played with my hair "Why wouldn't I? Your so beautiful! I love your eyes, hair, lips, cute cheeks, your soft skin the list is endless"

"AWW thank you"! I said looking up into his eyes as he kissed me! I laid up and sat on his warm lap as we continued to kiss. He stood up as I wrapped my legs around his hard torso and moved to the bed. Being in his arms was were I wanted to die. He gently laid me down as he kissed my neck and he took his shirt off. I took my top of too exposing my black bra. He ran his hands over me being gentle.

"Are you ready?" He asked unbuttoning my jeans while maintaining eye contact

"I think so..." I whispered giving him permission as he took off my jeans. I helped him take off his jeans as well. We kissed as we let the music be the only thing in the background. It was everything I imagined it would be, passionate, intense, and beautiful all at the same time. I lost two things that day..my fear of public speaking and my virginity.