My Suicidal Love Story

Friends?

That morning all I could think about was Ian. When I got to school the first thing I did was find Ian and give him a big hug!

"What are you doing?" Ian asked

"Thanking you!! Thank you!" I said

Ian had a confused look on his face "what for?"

"Because of you my parents are giving me more freedom" I said "so thank you!"

"No problem" Ian said weirdly "I should go to class..."

"Of course" I said looking at my combat boots

Days went by without Ian and I interacting. We did not talk, hang out, or even act knowledge each other.

On the day of the presentation I was feeling pretty shitty and depressed because Ian pretended like he didn't even know me.

"Mackenzie" Mr. Garcia said

"Mackenzie?" He asked again

"Mackenzie Sanford" he said raising his voice

"Huh? Oh sorry" I said getting my face out of my interesting book 

"I love that your reading but I would appreciate it if you would pay attention" Mr. Garcia said flicking his pen "your up by the way" 

"Great" I said as I slowly got up

"Nerd" Hailey said as she ran her manicured nails through her silky blonde locks

No one was even paying attention to my presentation not even Ian. They were all to busy staring at their phone screens. For some reason the fact that they weren't paying attention to me made me even more nervous. I felt my face start to get red and sweaty. I was surprised how I maintained my A average in that class with all my fail presentations. I didn't even try to give the presentation I just went and sat back down.

Another week went by without me talking to Ian.

One Friday after the bell dismissed us to go home I went back to my locker to get my book.

"Stupid locker" I said frustrated and shut it angrily

"Hey!" Ian said nonchalantly

"Don't hey me" I said walking passed him with my book pressed tightly on my chest

"What's wrong?" He said stopping me in my tracks

"Eleven days...you go eleven days without talking to me and now your just acting like nothing" I said whipping the tear off my face

"I..."

"No I don't even want to here it" I said crying "You don't want to be seen with me. I get it. Don't worry I will keep your precious secret just don't talk to me"

"Mackenzie" Ian hollered as he grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him

"I told you I..." I started but he kissed me and I never finished the sentence. The kiss was intense! It was full of passion! He grabbed me by my waist and would not let go! He had me pressed up against him! I ran my fingers through his hair! He picked me up and pushed me up against the school wall my legs immediately wrapped around his waist!

"Damn I have been dying to do that!" Ian said breaking up the kiss as he ran his fingers through his hair and kissed my neck

"Ian stop were in school" I said

"Your right" he said carrying me bridal style to the school parking lot and putting me in his car

I fixed my hair "Where are we going"

"Just shut up and kiss me!" Ian said getting in the drivers seat and grabbing my chin softly as he kissed me. His tongue begged for an entrance but I teased him and didn't give it to him! The kiss was magical and spontaneous! It was my very first kiss and it couldn't have been more perfect.

I broke up the kiss and sat in the car without saying anything.

"Did I do something wrong?" Ian asked

"I'm freezing!" I smiled

"My casa it is!" Ian said starting the engine

When we got in Ian's warm basement/bedroom we continued our makeout session!

"Your the reason..." Ian said in between the intense kiss

"Reason for what?" I asked

"The reason why I am still alive!" Ian said

He gently laid me on his bed and took off his shirt! His chiseled abs were like perfection. A masterpiece made in a professional art studio! He continued to kiss me passionately! Our lips were made for each others! I took of my black top and rolled over on top of him!

"Your so beautiful!" He said as we continue to kiss

He played with my jean's button! His hands moved all over my body touching my thigh, butt, and occasionally my breasts! It was such a wonderful feeling as I kissed him! He unbuttoned my jeans and played with the hen of my underwear while still kissing me! He rolled over on top of me being careful not to crush me! He attempted to take my pants off! Which made me laugh!

"What's so funny!" Ian asked

"The amount of time it would take you to get these skinny jeans off of my body...it would just ruin the moment!!" I laughed

"Gosh your so damn sexy" Ian said checking me out

"What about you Mr. Nice body!" I said

"Do you have some clothes I could change into?" I asked "these jeans are cutting off my legs blood flow"

"Sweatpants and a t shirt" he said throwing them at me "bathroom is over there!"

"Haha thanks!" I said as I made my way into the bathroom and changed into the comfy clothes

"Haha OMG!" Ian laughed as he laid on the bed

"These sweatpants are huge! I look like a gangster!" I said trying to keep them up as I got in bed with Ian

"And you still look gorgeous" Ian said pulling me close to him

"Shouldn't you suppose to be at soccer practice?" I asked

"But its cold outside! It's okay I would rather be here with you!" Ian said "the coach wil probably make me run one lap tops"

"So are you going to go back to ignoring me again" I asked

"Do you want me to?" Ian asked as I ran my fingers along his abs

"No thank you!" I said as I kissed his lips softly