~third person pov~
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daniel hasn't eaten in two days. he needs to be skinnier. maybe corbyn would like him then, right? maybe he wasn't skinny enough. daniel stared at himself in the mirror.
his eye bags were a bright crimson, his eyes were bloodshot. his cheeks were hollowed, and the veins in his neck were popping out. his ribs were more obvious than they ever have been, they stuck out quiet a bit. his v-line was more evident, and his sweatpants drooped a tiny bit.
he's making progress.
daniel ran a hand through his hair, taking one more good look at his body before realization hit.
"i'm so fat." he whispered, shaking his head. he turned on his heels, walking out into his room. he pulled on a hoodie, hiding his slim body. he sighed as he sat down on his bed, resting his head against the pillow.
then it dawned on him. corbyn's jealous.
corbyn's jealous! he's jealous of how good daniel looks! but how could someone be jealous of a fat person? should daniel confront him?wait, did daniel weigh himself today?
daniel's mind jumped from thought to thought. his mind was restless. he was restless. he couldn't sleep, he kept seeing figures. the figures taunted him. one second they'd be in one corner of the room, the next they'd be in the other.
they're driving him insane.
incorrect -
he's driving himself insane.
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daniel sits next to corbyn at their lunch table, half heartedly listening to jack rant about the new kid, and how he invited him to sit with the group.
why does he always invite people without asking daniel?
"why do you always invite people without asking me?" daniel blurts out, tapping his skinny fingers on the table. jack raised a brow.
"if i recall correctly you haven't been talking to me for what, the past three days, maybe four? i'm aloud to invite people to sit with us, daniel." daniel scoffs, not caring that zach and corbyn stared at him confused.
"this is ridiculous-" daniel's cut off by jack greeting a tall brunette who sits down next to him.
daniel notices how they share some of the same features. he also has brown hair, and bright blue eyes. he has more defined features, though. daniel's eyes rake down his body. he has on a light gray shirt, then he notices it.
he's skinny. too skinny. skinnier than daniel.
daniel's self conscious now. he's fatter than him. this can't be happening-
"daniel!" jack snaps him out of his trance. "s-sorry what were you saying?" jack sighs and glances at the brunette.
"this is jonah, he's new here." daniel weakly smiles at him. "nice to meet you jonah." daniel was so much fatter than jonah. he needs to drop a few more pounds.
how much does he weigh anyways?
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daniel steps onto the scale. the numbers go up and down. he bites his bottom lip nervously. he's had to at least drop several pounds-
139.04.
holy shit. he's lost around seven pounds.
that's not skinny enough. daniel glances at the toliet. like usual, he squats down, slowly bringing his finger to his mouth, like he usual does, he shoves his idex finger-
dark red comes spilling out of his mouth, along with a orange, thick liquid. daniel coughs and spits, the liquid pooling down his chin. he gasps, breathing heavily. black dots his vision. daniel drifts in and out of consciousness.
he takes one last breath before everything drifts away, and darkness overcomes him.
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a/n
im gonna say there's only a few more chapters left! a cliffhanger because i'm a tease. love u bb. stay strong, byeeee!
(unedited)
7/8/18
(double update who?)
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